hi all,
well tonight has been most exciting....
becky and i have spent the whole night at home doing things that amuse us.
we baked the BEST brownies in the whole entire earth. brownie batter all the way from the US of A and baked in the humble kitchen of Karma. we already ate like half of one of the batches... bad naughty children that we are... trying to hide from Mr Fatty McFat Fat.
we watched ALLADIN and sang and reminicised about old childhood times.
we watched CLUELESS and laughed and went awwwwwwwwww and gushed over how cute Cher's older brother Josh was.
we went and got Japanese food which was so awesome. Katsudon rocks our world!
we hung out in becky's room with our laptops and pictures....
then i got the brilliant idea of taking photos to remember our lovely night in....
and we spent the last 20 minutes doing just that.
when i get the photos i will upload them onto my myspace where it shall be available for viewing.
anyway, going now cuz i am expecting the boyfriend to come home soon.
love you all!
jo
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
lots of random thoughts
my hands are freezing from the cold
it hailed before... unbelievable.
becky, for some bizarre reason, went and stood under the rain/hail... she's a strange one sometimes but i still love her.
pete cooked chicken parmagiana for lunch - with roasted veggies and potatoes... yummy!
i cleaned pete's room.
i talked to my mum... she is not very happy with me... wants to kick me out of my room...
*rolls eyes*
brad and pete are watching some crazy stupid show called 'Painkiller Jane'... i watched 5 mins of it and couldn't take it any longer...
i'm talking to caryn about moving out... maybe i'll move in with pete for a while if mum kicks me out and then stay here until caryn and i find a place to move into together... that would be so fucking brilliant!
i love penguins.
i think i might cut my hair soon... its really cold outside tho so i dont know if thats such a good idea. oh well... we'll see how i feel when the day comes... i might just redye my hair BLACK! it hasnt been black for so so long... even tho the boys here already think that its black... but its NOT ! its RED-ish!
i'm going to watch Architecture in Helsinki tomorrow with pete... that should be exciting... even though i dont know any of their stuff... should probably listen to their CD tonight just to see if i even like them or not... lol
i feel like chocolate... maybe i'll steal pete's car and go get some... yayyy!!!!
righteo then... i'm off to put gloves on. too cold to go on typing bullshit.
love lots,
jo
it hailed before... unbelievable.
becky, for some bizarre reason, went and stood under the rain/hail... she's a strange one sometimes but i still love her.
pete cooked chicken parmagiana for lunch - with roasted veggies and potatoes... yummy!
i cleaned pete's room.
i talked to my mum... she is not very happy with me... wants to kick me out of my room...
*rolls eyes*
brad and pete are watching some crazy stupid show called 'Painkiller Jane'... i watched 5 mins of it and couldn't take it any longer...
i'm talking to caryn about moving out... maybe i'll move in with pete for a while if mum kicks me out and then stay here until caryn and i find a place to move into together... that would be so fucking brilliant!
i love penguins.
i think i might cut my hair soon... its really cold outside tho so i dont know if thats such a good idea. oh well... we'll see how i feel when the day comes... i might just redye my hair BLACK! it hasnt been black for so so long... even tho the boys here already think that its black... but its NOT ! its RED-ish!
i'm going to watch Architecture in Helsinki tomorrow with pete... that should be exciting... even though i dont know any of their stuff... should probably listen to their CD tonight just to see if i even like them or not... lol
i feel like chocolate... maybe i'll steal pete's car and go get some... yayyy!!!!
righteo then... i'm off to put gloves on. too cold to go on typing bullshit.
love lots,
jo
Saturday, July 14, 2007
hello loves,
my last week and a half has been absolutely amazing...
i have been hanging out with pete (and by hanging out i mean staying over at his place) since last tuesday..
we officially got together last friday i believe and its been a rollercoaster ride of happy since then.
usanway... last night we, meaning me, him, caryn, andrew, becky, Awesome pete and brad, went out to celebrate becky's 24th birthday party!
oh i guess i have to introduce a couple of people first before i move on...
Brad - one of pete's best friends and housemate, awesome cool guy and he's my secondest favouritest boy at the moment.
Becky - pete's other housemate from NY, America. LOVELY girl, super cool and it's just so nice to have yet another girlfriend in Australia... can never have enough of those
Awesome pete - pete's OTHER housemate and also Becky's boyfriend. He's nice... havent talked to him much tho cuz he's always working thus he's never here...
Andrew - pete's friend and caryn's new boyfrienddddddd! oOOoOoOooO!
it's so funny cuz caryn and i met pete at the Great Brit Bar together on the same night... and now we're going out with them. it's like one of those dreams you have as a little girl that you and your best friend will go out with another pair of best friends so you can hang out all the time.. and that is exactly what has happened to the two of us!
i see her alot more now than i used to and i can do this while hanging out with pete as well! fucking brilliant i say... lol
anyway... where was i before i got amazingly distracted... oh yea... we went out last night celebrating!
went to reveller's for a while before it got really really loud... so we went over to the Lucky Coq. has got to be the best place on Chapel st. absolutely... its got good cheap beer, nice not so loud music so you can still have conversations, a beer garden for smokers like me and brad to enjoy and comfy couches! OH! and it has chocolate pizza... i believe that Lucky Coq is another word for God sent. yes yes this is true.. believe it!
so i got prettttttyyyyyy drunk... i blame the two bottles of smirnoff vodka black i skulled in the car on the way there. lol
anyway.. it was a good night. all had lots of fun and lots of beer and lots of good conversations... pretty interesting conversations were had too... animal porn was one of the subjects brad and i touched on whilst smoking... hahahaha! it was funny okay?
alright well... i've done my job and updated my blog. now i got to go cuz my fingers are frozen and i'm being antisocial cuz everyones in the kitchen cooking...
oh did i mention my boyfriend can cook curry? i have yet to taste it but i will tonight... he's making thai red prawn curry.. YUMMYYYYY!!!!
love lots,
jo
Thursday, June 28, 2007
happy
hello loves,
well... i guess most of you know why i'm happy.
and if you don't... welllll just ask me.
it went really awesomely last night...
we got pizza on chapel street
we went to belgian beer gardens for drinks
then i went home
it was so nice just to talk to someone so openly and click
and think hes hot as well...
*grinS*
i'm feeling happy now and it's really nice to feel this way again
all those first date jitters
nervousness
excitement
its such an adrenaline rush
until you meet the person then its just so nice and calming and easy
lalalala
i'll stop sounding like an idiot now...
love much,
jo
well... i guess most of you know why i'm happy.
and if you don't... welllll just ask me.
it went really awesomely last night...
we got pizza on chapel street
we went to belgian beer gardens for drinks
then i went home
it was so nice just to talk to someone so openly and click
and think hes hot as well...
*grinS*
i'm feeling happy now and it's really nice to feel this way again
all those first date jitters
nervousness
excitement
its such an adrenaline rush
until you meet the person then its just so nice and calming and easy
lalalala
i'll stop sounding like an idiot now...
love much,
jo
Thursday, June 21, 2007
zomg bored
SO BORED
*pulls hair out in frustrated manner*
garrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
i hate being bored with nothing to do because then i just eat to occupy my time. bad habit i know.. i'm gonna try and replace eating with smoking which is also bad, if not worse, but oh well at least i wont put on weight doing that.
i feel like i have no space of my own except for my room in this house... so when my mum asks me why am i holing myself up in my room, i think... isn't it obvious?
the kitchen and spare room/study is her space where she cooks and works
the dining room is phil's space where he does whatever he does on the computer and listens to music
when thayne come's home the living room is taken over by him and his anime cartoons which i'm not a fan of so obviously i wont go in there
which leaves me the outside deck which i wouldn't mind hanging out on if i knew i wasn't gonna die of pneumonia and tadaaa MY ROOM.
so yea... its not that hard of a question to answer.
but its so depressing cuz even though i love my room... it does get a little bit boring after a while.
and when i get bored.... i get a lil bit crazy... and then depressed... and thats not where i want to be at the moment.
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me... i think i'll be going to uni to see giulia for lunch. hopefully i can convince her to come down to glenferrie road w me for lunch after her appointment at uni... then i can go get the tshirt printed and go straight to caryn's house after.
although... i should probably be staying at home and NOT spending money but i cant help it. krista is going away on monday foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i cant ffk (pike) on them now. *sigh*
stupid holidays... bring back uni already.
love much,
jo
*pulls hair out in frustrated manner*
garrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
i hate being bored with nothing to do because then i just eat to occupy my time. bad habit i know.. i'm gonna try and replace eating with smoking which is also bad, if not worse, but oh well at least i wont put on weight doing that.
i feel like i have no space of my own except for my room in this house... so when my mum asks me why am i holing myself up in my room, i think... isn't it obvious?
the kitchen and spare room/study is her space where she cooks and works
the dining room is phil's space where he does whatever he does on the computer and listens to music
when thayne come's home the living room is taken over by him and his anime cartoons which i'm not a fan of so obviously i wont go in there
which leaves me the outside deck which i wouldn't mind hanging out on if i knew i wasn't gonna die of pneumonia and tadaaa MY ROOM.
so yea... its not that hard of a question to answer.
but its so depressing cuz even though i love my room... it does get a little bit boring after a while.
and when i get bored.... i get a lil bit crazy... and then depressed... and thats not where i want to be at the moment.
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me... i think i'll be going to uni to see giulia for lunch. hopefully i can convince her to come down to glenferrie road w me for lunch after her appointment at uni... then i can go get the tshirt printed and go straight to caryn's house after.
although... i should probably be staying at home and NOT spending money but i cant help it. krista is going away on monday foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i cant ffk (pike) on them now. *sigh*
stupid holidays... bring back uni already.
love much,
jo
Saturday, June 16, 2007
yesterdayyy
all my troubles seemed so far awayyyy *ahem*
....
oh HI! lol
anyway, yesterdayyyyy was such a busy day for me. it started at 8 in the morning and ended at 2 the next morning.
8 am - woke up picked up the cousins and dropped them off at school
9 am - studied for a bit then had a shower
10 am - left to go to uni
1030 am - arrived at uni and studied w Giulia until about
12 pm - when the boys came and i gave up on studying so i just listened to them study while chilling on the sofa with my sefexy
130 pm - i started freaking out cuz the exam was soooo close... and i felt like i knew nothing
2 pm - exam!!!!!!! i walked out at
315 pm - because it was alot easier than i thought it would be and turned out i knew more than i thought i did. lol. so i went to get my assignment that i handed in a couple of weeks ago...(the massive 3000 word one) and..... i got......a freakin HIGH DISTINCTION ppl!!! holy shit! *faints*
415 pm - giulia finally walks out of the exam so nick dropped us off at boxhill station
510 pm - got to the city and rannnn to the stadium, got changed in a split second and rannnnn to the restaurant... and i worked all the way till
1145 pm - from wich i rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn to the change room, got changed and rannnn to the train station and got on my train 5 mins later. It was the LAST train wei... so if i didnt run i would not have made it. thank god!
1245 am - got to nunawading train station anddd drove home
1 am - got home made toast and watched tv
2 am - finally fell asleep feeling like crap
and yeaaa woke up this morning at 10 still feeling like crap.... i think i may be sick. :(
so today my plan is to lie in bed the whole day and do absolutely NOTHING cuz i have NOTHING to do for the next month. i will be starting my exercise routine on monday... hopefully... if i can be bothered.. hahahah
sleeping time now.
write la'er
mwah!
lovemuch,
jo
Friday, June 15, 2007
freakinthefuckout
EXAM TODAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k i am trying not to freak out but i have an exam today of which i know NOTHING for.
well okay la i know some stuff but not enough to do well i think.... i am calming myself down by telling myself its all gonna be common sense.... so just be calm and think commonsensely.
that didnt make sense but whatever.
THEN.... after my exam i have to rush straight to work (so sorry Joel & Larnee) cuz my manager called me yesterday and was like... "Please work, we need cashiers and nobody else can do it but you" or something along those lines.... so i had to say yes cuz like i AM the only cashier that knows what she's doing now... since the other 2 left. :(
THEN after work... i think i'll be going to Caryn's area for a house party although that might change since i might be wayyy too tired to party after that.
anyway, tmrw we (caryn&me) will be going to see a couple of houses...well if i dont stay over then i'll just be seeing one but she'll take photos to show me. :D
yea... so i need to start gettin ready for uni now... nice hot shower will be good to fight the fuckin cold 5 degrees that it is outside... then i need to figure out what i'm gonna wear to keep me from dying of pneumonia. -_-
LOVEEEEEEEE.
jo
k i am trying not to freak out but i have an exam today of which i know NOTHING for.
well okay la i know some stuff but not enough to do well i think.... i am calming myself down by telling myself its all gonna be common sense.... so just be calm and think commonsensely.
that didnt make sense but whatever.
THEN.... after my exam i have to rush straight to work (so sorry Joel & Larnee) cuz my manager called me yesterday and was like... "Please work, we need cashiers and nobody else can do it but you" or something along those lines.... so i had to say yes cuz like i AM the only cashier that knows what she's doing now... since the other 2 left. :(
THEN after work... i think i'll be going to Caryn's area for a house party although that might change since i might be wayyy too tired to party after that.
anyway, tmrw we (caryn&me) will be going to see a couple of houses...well if i dont stay over then i'll just be seeing one but she'll take photos to show me. :D
yea... so i need to start gettin ready for uni now... nice hot shower will be good to fight the fuckin cold 5 degrees that it is outside... then i need to figure out what i'm gonna wear to keep me from dying of pneumonia. -_-
LOVEEEEEEEE.
jo
Thursday, June 14, 2007
eskimo babies
a thing of beauty.
this morning i awoke at about 730 freezing my ass off.
stumbling around in the semidarkness for my heater remote control i switch it on.
impatiently waiting for the sweet warm air to come rushing through down to my face.
it reaches me.
i sleep again.
mum pounds on my door, "JOANNA! we're going now! come say bye to Judy!"
so i gingerly get out of bed and open my door...
to be greeted with a rush of cold air as my lovely warmth escaped to fight with his enemy.
i go downstairs to say goodbye and then mum tells me, "Oh, dia dalam kereta."
grrrrrrrr
-_-
she hands me her jacket which i put on over my shorts and tshirt
perfect winters day outfit.
i open to door to say goodbye to the grandmother "inlaw"
when i close the door my fingers feel numb from the ice that grew over the car windows through the night.
i go back inside wanting so desperately to kiss my mother goodbye so i can go to sleep again.
then she tells me...
"Oh by the way, your present is here."
my ears perk up, my eyes suddenly wide, my need to sleep vanished like the similiar need to pee.
i run to the kitchen counter where all good things seem to happen for me.
there it was, my new baby.
sealed in a horrible brown box but it didnt matter to me because i knew that inside was truly...
a thing of beauty.
as i tore the box open, there it lay in all its red sexy glory.
my Sefexy.
i carefully took her out of her nest and lay her in the palm of my hand, she looked like home there.
all the product of nature that came with her, i took off so lovingly and carefully, like a mother bathes her new born baby.
i rushed upstairs to show her where she would be living from now on.
i think she liked me too much to say anything about the mess.
i lay her down on the bed next to me and said, "I'll play with you when i wake up... i'm tired now"
so away i went, into my dream filled sleep...
dreams of my new baby
my thing of beauty
my iPod.
hahahahah yes i love my ipod so much i decided to write a mini drama.
LOVE IT!!!!!
xoxoxox,
jo
stumbling around in the semidarkness for my heater remote control i switch it on.
impatiently waiting for the sweet warm air to come rushing through down to my face.
it reaches me.
i sleep again.
mum pounds on my door, "JOANNA! we're going now! come say bye to Judy!"
so i gingerly get out of bed and open my door...
to be greeted with a rush of cold air as my lovely warmth escaped to fight with his enemy.
i go downstairs to say goodbye and then mum tells me, "Oh, dia dalam kereta."
grrrrrrrr
-_-
she hands me her jacket which i put on over my shorts and tshirt
perfect winters day outfit.
i open to door to say goodbye to the grandmother "inlaw"
when i close the door my fingers feel numb from the ice that grew over the car windows through the night.
i go back inside wanting so desperately to kiss my mother goodbye so i can go to sleep again.
then she tells me...
"Oh by the way, your present is here."
my ears perk up, my eyes suddenly wide, my need to sleep vanished like the similiar need to pee.
i run to the kitchen counter where all good things seem to happen for me.
there it was, my new baby.
sealed in a horrible brown box but it didnt matter to me because i knew that inside was truly...
a thing of beauty.
as i tore the box open, there it lay in all its red sexy glory.
my Sefexy.
i carefully took her out of her nest and lay her in the palm of my hand, she looked like home there.
all the product of nature that came with her, i took off so lovingly and carefully, like a mother bathes her new born baby.
i rushed upstairs to show her where she would be living from now on.
i think she liked me too much to say anything about the mess.
i lay her down on the bed next to me and said, "I'll play with you when i wake up... i'm tired now"
so away i went, into my dream filled sleep...
dreams of my new baby
my thing of beauty
my iPod.
hahahahah yes i love my ipod so much i decided to write a mini drama.
LOVE IT!!!!!
xoxoxox,
jo
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
birthday my birthday
hey lovelies,
well... yesterday i turned 22.
OLD DECREPIT HAG!
yes la yes... whatever. -_-
anyway... it was a nice quiet one at my house. Caryn & Krista came over to make me a cake.. twas good. :D mum made lunch and it was yummy... (which reminds me how hungry i am) and my whole family came over for lunch/dinner.
it was really nice having my friends over as well as my family... thats really all i need right now i guess.
We'll be heading out this saturday to get a tad wasted so whoever wants to join me please do. anyhoo... here is a lil vlog (where i look quite fat but meh whatever) and then piccies for ya'll.
http://s64.photobucket.com/albums/h198/starfloss/?action=view¤t=MOV02771.flv
i dunno why my vid is not wanting to show here so follow the link like dorothy k?
PICTURES!
.brownsocks.bluesocks.feet.
the almighty chocolate fudge cake
well... yesterday i turned 22.
OLD DECREPIT HAG!
yes la yes... whatever. -_-
anyway... it was a nice quiet one at my house. Caryn & Krista came over to make me a cake.. twas good. :D mum made lunch and it was yummy... (which reminds me how hungry i am) and my whole family came over for lunch/dinner.
it was really nice having my friends over as well as my family... thats really all i need right now i guess.
We'll be heading out this saturday to get a tad wasted so whoever wants to join me please do. anyhoo... here is a lil vlog (where i look quite fat but meh whatever) and then piccies for ya'll.
http://s64.photobucket.com/albums/h198/starfloss/?action=view¤t=MOV02771.flv
i dunno why my vid is not wanting to show here so follow the link like dorothy k?
PICTURES!
clearly so happy bout turning 22
birthday card from my lil cousins
caryn&i
misskris&i
caryn me and krista - love them heaps!
.brownsocks.bluesocks.feet.the almighty chocolate fudge cake nearly everyone and the desserts!
this pic embodies me - alcohol.chocolate.flirt.
LOL!
love much,
jo
Monday, June 11, 2007
happy "21st" to me!
yes la yes i'm in denial... so sue me!!!!
pffftttt.....
today i'm having a lunch thingy with the family. Caryn & Krista are being such darls and they're gonna come over and bake me a cake! hahahah lets hope it turns out good.
anyway... i will update tmrw on the happenings of today.
once again yo, happy 21st to me! woohooo!!!
hahahahhaha
love much,
jo
pffftttt.....
today i'm having a lunch thingy with the family. Caryn & Krista are being such darls and they're gonna come over and bake me a cake! hahahah lets hope it turns out good.
anyway... i will update tmrw on the happenings of today.
once again yo, happy 21st to me! woohooo!!!
hahahahhaha
iwillnevergrowup
love much,
jo
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Sheyna dearest... (WARNING: Corny content ahead.)
Today is my cousin, Sheyna's, 22nd birthday.
We were born 4 days apart 22 years ago. Fate brought us together before we were born. We were meant to come into the world as close together as we could.
We spent our whole childhood together. All our birthday parties were celebrated together and we blew out our candles and made our wishes at the same time. We played childhood games and imagined our future together.
*hahaha! love this shot*
We never fought as children. Never. When we did fight, it would last a whole 10 minutes and then we would run into each others arms crying, "Let's never fight again!"
We grew into two very different people but we never let our different paths we chose lead us away from each other.
We have fought since growing up but our fights always ended the same way they did when we were kids, in tears and promises to never fight again.
Our secrets were shared with each other.
Every story was told to each other.
Every dream dreamt together.
I could not imagine my life without her in it. She is so special to me and I love her as much as I did when I was growing up with her by my side. I love her even more for the person she has become and I will always love her no matter what. We may be cousins by name but you will always be a sister to me.
Distance may be between us but I have never let that come between the bond we have in our hearts.
*linked together in life*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Love you all,
jo
p.s. sorry la its so corny but she's worth it. *mwah*
We were born 4 days apart 22 years ago. Fate brought us together before we were born. We were meant to come into the world as close together as we could.
We spent our whole childhood together. All our birthday parties were celebrated together and we blew out our candles and made our wishes at the same time. We played childhood games and imagined our future together.
*hahaha! love this shot*
We never fought as children. Never. When we did fight, it would last a whole 10 minutes and then we would run into each others arms crying, "Let's never fight again!"
We grew into two very different people but we never let our different paths we chose lead us away from each other.
We have fought since growing up but our fights always ended the same way they did when we were kids, in tears and promises to never fight again.
Our secrets were shared with each other.
Every story was told to each other.
Every dream dreamt together.
I could not imagine my life without her in it. She is so special to me and I love her as much as I did when I was growing up with her by my side. I love her even more for the person she has become and I will always love her no matter what. We may be cousins by name but you will always be a sister to me.
Distance may be between us but I have never let that come between the bond we have in our hearts.
*linked together in life*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Love you all,
jo
p.s. sorry la its so corny but she's worth it. *mwah*
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
i look like shit... so sue me.
i cut my fringe when i got out of the shower today....
BIG MISTAKE!
......
...
ok la i dont look that bad...
here's a nicer one...
*grins*
but yea anyway, today has been the most unproductive day ever! i really should start studying for my assignment next week but i so cannot be fucked.
it's just too many words... too many questions... too much of information that i know is gonna leave my head once i put it in there.... garrr!
i could be going to Haddon's with Caryn, Krista and Dee tonight but really its too far for me to go now and then try and get back home in time for Heroes. Plus i have to ask my mum to pick me up from the train station and she sooooo wont cuz House is on at that time as well... so I guess i'll just have to meet my babes some other time. SOON!
cuz Krista, the dear Canadian miss i only got to know this year is leaving us all in 3 weeks.
*sobs my lil dodo heart out*
which reminds me, i have to start designing a shirt for her. bunnylab style!
speaking of bunnylab... it is in the progress but we're just waiting for the holidays to come so we can really focus on gettin the printers and all that shit done.
OH! And if everything goes well, i'm plannin on moving out with Caryn soon. Hopefully by next month or latest a couple of months la. If the price is right, i'll be out of here!!! WOOHOO!!!
i'm lazy to blog more now so later!
love much,
jo
BIG MISTAKE!
......
...
ok la i dont look that bad...
here's a nicer one...
*grins*
but yea anyway, today has been the most unproductive day ever! i really should start studying for my assignment next week but i so cannot be fucked.
it's just too many words... too many questions... too much of information that i know is gonna leave my head once i put it in there.... garrr!
i could be going to Haddon's with Caryn, Krista and Dee tonight but really its too far for me to go now and then try and get back home in time for Heroes. Plus i have to ask my mum to pick me up from the train station and she sooooo wont cuz House is on at that time as well... so I guess i'll just have to meet my babes some other time. SOON!
cuz Krista, the dear Canadian miss i only got to know this year is leaving us all in 3 weeks.
*sobs my lil dodo heart out*
which reminds me, i have to start designing a shirt for her. bunnylab style!
speaking of bunnylab... it is in the progress but we're just waiting for the holidays to come so we can really focus on gettin the printers and all that shit done.
OH! And if everything goes well, i'm plannin on moving out with Caryn soon. Hopefully by next month or latest a couple of months la. If the price is right, i'll be out of here!!! WOOHOO!!!
i'm lazy to blog more now so later!
love much,
jo
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
girls w boyfriends
hello darlings,
lol i was having an interesting conversation w my dear friend Caryn the other day... she blogged about it and now i'm stealing her blog to put in my blog cuz i'm too lazy to blog about it.
makes sense?
"Gals with BOYFRIENDS
hello people (or to the gals who just feel threatened). below, will be a conversation i had with none other than my oh so dear friend JOANNA! this conversation is a result of how i am sorta restricted of meeting up with my guy friends with galfrens. so here goes:
dodo says:girls these days are just too insecure
caryn says:they need confidence like we do and trust in their bfs :p
dodo says:its like... omfg! my boyfriend actually have friends that are females!
dodo says:OBVIOUSLY they will try to seduce him
dodo says:cuz they are so attracted to my boy in that way
dodo says:and they are obviously such sluts they sooo dont care if he has a gf i.e. me!!!
caryn says:what a great representation
dodo says:can u like so imagine my face while makin that representation
dodo says:and my hand movements
dodo says:hahahahlol.
some gals can just hate us even more. then again, that was the truth, and i don't care. i'm just meaaannn. "
lol... clearly i am dodo.
okay i've got a pounding headache which i want to be better by tonight so i can grab a couple of drinks w caryn. i'm gonna go sleep nowww....
love ya!
jo
lol i was having an interesting conversation w my dear friend Caryn the other day... she blogged about it and now i'm stealing her blog to put in my blog cuz i'm too lazy to blog about it.
makes sense?
"Gals with BOYFRIENDS
hello people (or to the gals who just feel threatened). below, will be a conversation i had with none other than my oh so dear friend JOANNA! this conversation is a result of how i am sorta restricted of meeting up with my guy friends with galfrens. so here goes:
dodo says:girls these days are just too insecure
caryn says:they need confidence like we do and trust in their bfs :p
dodo says:its like... omfg! my boyfriend actually have friends that are females!
dodo says:OBVIOUSLY they will try to seduce him
dodo says:cuz they are so attracted to my boy in that way
dodo says:and they are obviously such sluts they sooo dont care if he has a gf i.e. me!!!
caryn says:what a great representation
dodo says:can u like so imagine my face while makin that representation
dodo says:and my hand movements
dodo says:hahahahlol.
some gals can just hate us even more. then again, that was the truth, and i don't care. i'm just meaaannn. "
lol... clearly i am dodo.
okay i've got a pounding headache which i want to be better by tonight so i can grab a couple of drinks w caryn. i'm gonna go sleep nowww....
love ya!
jo
Monday, June 04, 2007
quick updates
hello darlings,
so sorry i havent been blogging for over a month... oops! anyway... heres a quick list of everything i can remember that has happened over the past may. :D
- i just finished my last assignment on friday so i'm gonna hand it in after this
- jordan officially hates me and is never gonna talk to me for the rest of his life
- i bought a new dress and a my lil pony t-shirt!!!!
- i went for a job interview at pancake parlour and got rejected... and i'm now waiting for rejection from Foodworks (supermarket)
- i finally saw caryn on saturday after 2 long weeks of not seeing her
and... i cant remember the rest. lol
anyway... last wednesday i traipsed over to uni for a so called study session w nick, giulia and devlin. BUT! nick was the only one that turned up... so... we attempted to study for our exam in the library (the study room where only smart Law students go) and after 20 mins decided we're too stupid for this room so we left.
oh oh! before we went to the study room, we terrorised an empty lecture hall. it was soooo funny! there was a projecter and microphones and so many things that we violated it was awesomE! i will put photos up of us once i can be bothered. We had our faces up on the big screen that is only used for notess.... we were saying things like, "testing testing 1 2 penis" and "nicholas is homosexual like randal" into the mic. it was so much fun. i wanna do it again! but i think its one of those once off things that is only fun once then it becomes stupid after that. lol
*breather*
my room is a mess again after me cleaning it just 2 weeks ago. its back to the state it was before. AND I DONT KNOW HOW!!!!
*2 hour break*
okay i just got back from uni and i submitted my LAST ASSIGNMENT THIS SEMESTER!!! fuckin freedom awaits me! woohooooo!!!!
/jumps around in circles messing up room further than it already is
anyway... i was thinking about cutting my hair again although i know my grandmother will kill me if i do... cuz she thinks long hair makes the guys go gaga but whatever long hair is way too much effort for me to keep bothering with it. so tell me... should i or should i not go under the chop?
tell me tell me!!!!
k la obviously the short hair photo is kinda stupid cuz i just tucked my hair into my shirt but just use ur imagination k? :P
*breathe*
oh lots of people have been saying shit about me and its really annoying cuz i cant confront them about it cuz i'm not supposed to tell them that i know cuz then the person who told me will get in trouble. its all one giant web of lies and it shits me to tears.
GARRR!!!!
anyhoo... i think i'm gonna attempt to clean my room again.... lets see how long it will take to get it messy. i bet 2 weeks... any takers? hahahah
love you all!
jo
p.s. i think the trip to KL in october is gonna happen cuz i've been talking to my dad and he said look up the airfares online. so hopefully yea! if i can save enough i'll be paying for my own flight to perth and to KL from perth then he can buy me a return ticket from KL to melbourne so i have NO choice but to keep going back!!! muahahahhahahahahaha!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
probably time for a proper post
hello loves,
well.. there has been quite alot happening in my life recently but yea its too complicated and really not that much of a big deal although it seemed like a massive deal at the time....
see? complicated kan? lol.
anyway... i've been doing nothing much but chilling at home, chilling w my girls (caryn&krista), hanging at uni (no i have not become a geek but i wish i have), doing shit all uni work until the last minute of course... and yea stuff and things.
Oh yeaaa... i play netball every monday now. Its good exercise but because i've started smoking again i feel the effects of smoking on sports alot more... its not good. but oh well... i guess i just wont smoke before i run anymore... lesson learnt. thanks.
I alsoooo got a job at a call centre as an operator selling products for one of Australia's major telephone companies (optus). i got it last night actually... and i was supposed to go for training today... but then......... i kinda realised that i dont want to be a call centre operator who gets screamed and abused. i'd prob burst into tears half way.... and plus they wanted me to work 4-5 days a week...
while studying? i think not.
So yeaaaaa.......... i was up till 5 chattin online and then i conveniently slept in while i was supposed to be on the way to training. oh well...
(I think mum is not talking to me because i didnt go today... -_-)
Today I went for lunch w caryn on chapel street... we went to lucky coq and it was cooooool. man, the ceaser salad pizza stuffed me silly. caryn's smoked salmon pizza was awesome too... and all this for a grand total of $3 each!!! walauuuu... cool eh? lol.
we also went shopping... i..e SHE went shopping while *I* tortured myself by looking knowing i cant buy anything with the lackage of money i am in possesion of. bah!
caryn got a nice white shirt and cute lil fingerless gloves that turn into mittens if you need extra warmth...
and i got lots of heart ache. :(
I was gonna say something but i cant remember now....
oh yea, I got another job interview on Friday night at Pancake Parlour! hahahah... imagine if i get the job... i'll be eating all the pancakes for dinner. godd... i'll end up looking like a fuckin pancake... round and thick. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahha... nah but seriously... wish me luck cuz i really want this job. *crosses fingers*
okay i believe it is time for me to ring caryn up now (which means its time for a smokey smokey)
LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jo
p.s. sheyna & cheche... i miss you two soooooooooo much. *hugs* *mwahhh*
well.. there has been quite alot happening in my life recently but yea its too complicated and really not that much of a big deal although it seemed like a massive deal at the time....
see? complicated kan? lol.
anyway... i've been doing nothing much but chilling at home, chilling w my girls (caryn&krista), hanging at uni (no i have not become a geek but i wish i have), doing shit all uni work until the last minute of course... and yea stuff and things.
Oh yeaaa... i play netball every monday now. Its good exercise but because i've started smoking again i feel the effects of smoking on sports alot more... its not good. but oh well... i guess i just wont smoke before i run anymore... lesson learnt. thanks.
I alsoooo got a job at a call centre as an operator selling products for one of Australia's major telephone companies (optus). i got it last night actually... and i was supposed to go for training today... but then......... i kinda realised that i dont want to be a call centre operator who gets screamed and abused. i'd prob burst into tears half way.... and plus they wanted me to work 4-5 days a week...
while studying? i think not.
So yeaaaaa.......... i was up till 5 chattin online and then i conveniently slept in while i was supposed to be on the way to training. oh well...
(I think mum is not talking to me because i didnt go today... -_-)
Today I went for lunch w caryn on chapel street... we went to lucky coq and it was cooooool. man, the ceaser salad pizza stuffed me silly. caryn's smoked salmon pizza was awesome too... and all this for a grand total of $3 each!!! walauuuu... cool eh? lol.
we also went shopping... i..e SHE went shopping while *I* tortured myself by looking knowing i cant buy anything with the lackage of money i am in possesion of. bah!
caryn got a nice white shirt and cute lil fingerless gloves that turn into mittens if you need extra warmth...
and i got lots of heart ache. :(
I was gonna say something but i cant remember now....
oh yea, I got another job interview on Friday night at Pancake Parlour! hahahah... imagine if i get the job... i'll be eating all the pancakes for dinner. godd... i'll end up looking like a fuckin pancake... round and thick. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahha... nah but seriously... wish me luck cuz i really want this job. *crosses fingers*
okay i believe it is time for me to ring caryn up now (which means its time for a smokey smokey)
LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jo
p.s. sheyna & cheche... i miss you two soooooooooo much. *hugs* *mwahhh*
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Pretty sure...
I was slacking off doing my assignment by drinking beer w nick and giulia today when this pic was taken. Lol!
Love,
jo
Saturday, April 21, 2007
10 things i love
10 things i love
1. i love books. Without books i think i would kill myself because there is not a moment in my life i can remember me NOT reading a book... i may not read intelligent books like Plato and the theory of evolution, but i read what connects to me and usually thats autobiographies, spiritual books and of course... the occasional entertaining chick lit.
2. i love dogs. I had two dogs back in malaysia... both daschunds. One was called Samson and the other was called Princess... Samson ran away when i was 7 *sobs* but that christmas i remember writing a letter to Santa asking for a puppy and also a tent to play with the puppy in. lol. And needless to say i got my puppy...but Santa's reply to me was, "Be a better girl next year and you'll get a tent too" hahaha
3. i love shopping. I am obsessed! it is sooooo bad for me and my wallet and my ever depleting bank account. *sigh* i have too many bags, too many clothes and too few shoes. lol
4. i love singing. i'm sure its torture for mostly everbody around me when i decide to break into a song and dance but tooooo bad! i've always loved singing... i used to be in the childrens christmas choir every year at church, then in the youth choir.. and also part of the sri aman choir. lol. fun fun days...
apparently when i was 6 or something... my aunt got married and at her reception i got up on stage and started singing "Somwhere Out There" from the movie American Tale/Tail(?). My mum was like, "OMG! Thats my kid!!" hahahahaha
5. i love malaysia. Leaving my home was the hardest thing i have ever experienced in my life. Having to just up and leave everything you have ever known, the people you love, the life you have made for yourself... and i was just starting to really enjoy my life too.. it was horrible. I hated my mother for bringing me here and sometimes i still want to just buy a ticket back and say a big "FUCK YOU AUSTRALIA"... but yea... i appreciate every moment i have had in Australia now that I'm older and i am starting to love my life here... friends and more family coming over are making it easier... but i still miss home everyday.
6. i love meeting new people... especially when you meet someone you can just click with immediately... girl or boy whatever but its soo good to just be able to meet someone and know that you will be great friends with them.
also meeting people at parties and stuff is pretty awesome too. :D
7. i love my family. I am sooo lucky to have been born into a massive family that all love each other tremendously... My mum has 7 siblings so that has made me the proud cousin to 24 people. I'm the 3rd eldest (by 4 days!) and having been brought up with so much of love and happiness has really changed my life... it would never be the same without them and thats why its so hard here sometimes... but yea, i have one family over here now, hopefully another one will be on the way.
8. i love my friends. I am so thankful to have so many good friends who i know will always be there for me, not judge me and love me for who i am. Friends beat boyfriends anyday because... yea boyfriends can leave you and you always have to worry bout their love dying or whatever, but friends... you cant leave your friend for anyone. I love allll of them so much... *hugs*
9. i love to write. I used to write alot more when I was younger but now I think i'm starting to get into writing poetry again as well as songs... its just so nice to be able to sit down and put your feelings into words that can reach people... as well as making it easier to understand whats going through your head.
10. i love myself. well... of course! otherwise who would love me?? hahahaha...
1. i love books. Without books i think i would kill myself because there is not a moment in my life i can remember me NOT reading a book... i may not read intelligent books like Plato and the theory of evolution, but i read what connects to me and usually thats autobiographies, spiritual books and of course... the occasional entertaining chick lit.
2. i love dogs. I had two dogs back in malaysia... both daschunds. One was called Samson and the other was called Princess... Samson ran away when i was 7 *sobs* but that christmas i remember writing a letter to Santa asking for a puppy and also a tent to play with the puppy in. lol. And needless to say i got my puppy...but Santa's reply to me was, "Be a better girl next year and you'll get a tent too" hahaha
3. i love shopping. I am obsessed! it is sooooo bad for me and my wallet and my ever depleting bank account. *sigh* i have too many bags, too many clothes and too few shoes. lol
4. i love singing. i'm sure its torture for mostly everbody around me when i decide to break into a song and dance but tooooo bad! i've always loved singing... i used to be in the childrens christmas choir every year at church, then in the youth choir.. and also part of the sri aman choir. lol. fun fun days...
apparently when i was 6 or something... my aunt got married and at her reception i got up on stage and started singing "Somwhere Out There" from the movie American Tale/Tail(?). My mum was like, "OMG! Thats my kid!!" hahahahaha
5. i love malaysia. Leaving my home was the hardest thing i have ever experienced in my life. Having to just up and leave everything you have ever known, the people you love, the life you have made for yourself... and i was just starting to really enjoy my life too.. it was horrible. I hated my mother for bringing me here and sometimes i still want to just buy a ticket back and say a big "FUCK YOU AUSTRALIA"... but yea... i appreciate every moment i have had in Australia now that I'm older and i am starting to love my life here... friends and more family coming over are making it easier... but i still miss home everyday.
6. i love meeting new people... especially when you meet someone you can just click with immediately... girl or boy whatever but its soo good to just be able to meet someone and know that you will be great friends with them.
also meeting people at parties and stuff is pretty awesome too. :D
7. i love my family. I am sooo lucky to have been born into a massive family that all love each other tremendously... My mum has 7 siblings so that has made me the proud cousin to 24 people. I'm the 3rd eldest (by 4 days!) and having been brought up with so much of love and happiness has really changed my life... it would never be the same without them and thats why its so hard here sometimes... but yea, i have one family over here now, hopefully another one will be on the way.
8. i love my friends. I am so thankful to have so many good friends who i know will always be there for me, not judge me and love me for who i am. Friends beat boyfriends anyday because... yea boyfriends can leave you and you always have to worry bout their love dying or whatever, but friends... you cant leave your friend for anyone. I love allll of them so much... *hugs*
9. i love to write. I used to write alot more when I was younger but now I think i'm starting to get into writing poetry again as well as songs... its just so nice to be able to sit down and put your feelings into words that can reach people... as well as making it easier to understand whats going through your head.
10. i love myself. well... of course! otherwise who would love me?? hahahaha...
Friday, April 20, 2007
Devil i am.
Lol preparing my make up for the devil party tonight is so much more fun than assignments.
Love,
jo
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Apparently...
I sound like a ditz in my blog...
LIKE OMG SERIOUS?!?!
YEA like totalllyyyy!!!
*rolls eyes*
i'm sorry if i don't sound intelligent enough for you but when i write in my blog... i write whatever comes to mind so maybe i am a fucking ditz.
whoever said i was smart anyway? definitely not me.
i dont act or sound or try and be someone i'm not.. what you read is what i am and straight from the heart so a big fat :P to you.
love,
jo
LIKE OMG SERIOUS?!?!
YEA like totalllyyyy!!!
*rolls eyes*
i'm sorry if i don't sound intelligent enough for you but when i write in my blog... i write whatever comes to mind so maybe i am a fucking ditz.
whoever said i was smart anyway? definitely not me.
i dont act or sound or try and be someone i'm not.. what you read is what i am and straight from the heart so a big fat :P to you.
love,
jo
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i got bored....
so i decided the best way to relieve boredom was to inflict torture amongst all my readers!
MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!
me singing 'Hotel Song' by Regina Spektor
have u died yet?
sorry... :P
love,
jo
MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!
me singing 'Hotel Song' by Regina Spektor
have u died yet?
sorry... :P
love,
jo
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
warning: goriness ahead
Hi!
its been a while hasnt it? i've just been soooo lazy to update... and not much has happened since i really updated.
I'm on holidays now...but that doesnt mean shit.... it just means that i have to finsh two
assignments by monday! fuckkkkk!!!!
other than that... i worked. Hopefully i'll be going shoppin w my caryn on saturday or friday... not too sure yet. maybe go out drinking friday night then shoppin saturday? then i have to go to work... bah!
ANYHOO!!! it was easter weekend last weekend... and i worked.
the most interesting that happened to me was that i became crippled.... just outside the church doors. i slipped and i really cut up my knee and my toe... and there was blood flying everywhere! it was like a scene from a tarantino movie....... (ok la maybe not that bad but you know i'm a drama queen rite?) BUT IT DID HURT LIKE A BITCH!!!
and... did i see any good samaritans running to my aid?
A BIG FUCKIN NO!
stupid hypocrites.
anyway... here are my war wounds.
love much,
jo
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Saturday, March 31, 2007
I guess...
I'm doing ok.
I'll be fine each day.
I'll make it through
Each night without you.
It's harder than i thought it would be...thank god for my family n friends.
Lovemuch,
Jo
Friday, March 30, 2007
mmmm....
hello lovelies,
i feel like crap this morning... dunno why.
anyhoo... i didnt go out last night and i dont know if i'm up for going out tonight... i think i should just stay at home and save my money and spend more time with my family... and maybe finish this god damn assignment of mine.
i dunno... i'm still a bit undecided.
jordan and i... we're going ok. we're friends and we might be going on a movie date tomorrow (as friends) and yea... try and reconnect? i hope it works out...
being without him has made me realise that so many cliches ring true...
"better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"
"if you love something let it free"
"love conquers all"
"you only hurt the one you love"
"Love is not about who you live with... It's about who you can't live without"
"Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship, and find out you still care for that person"
ahhhhhhh...... too many sad thoughts for this early in the morning. (9.15 am)
goodnight. back to sleep for me... its easier than being awake and thinking.
lovemuch,
jo
i feel like crap this morning... dunno why.
anyhoo... i didnt go out last night and i dont know if i'm up for going out tonight... i think i should just stay at home and save my money and spend more time with my family... and maybe finish this god damn assignment of mine.
i dunno... i'm still a bit undecided.
jordan and i... we're going ok. we're friends and we might be going on a movie date tomorrow (as friends) and yea... try and reconnect? i hope it works out...
being without him has made me realise that so many cliches ring true...
"better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"
"if you love something let it free"
"love conquers all"
"you only hurt the one you love"
"Love is not about who you live with... It's about who you can't live without"
"Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship, and find out you still care for that person"
ahhhhhhh...... too many sad thoughts for this early in the morning. (9.15 am)
goodnight. back to sleep for me... its easier than being awake and thinking.
lovemuch,
jo
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
keeping occupied
hello lovelies,
welll the past few days have been sorta bearable sorta not.... just been keeping myself occupied and trying not to think or be idle too much cuz i know if i do i will get all depressed and shit... ala the last post.
so in order of keeping occupied, tonight i will be going to einsteins, tmrw to retro night @ the hawthorn and friday night is air guitar night @ the hawthorn again!
hmmm i might just move there... lol
yea today at uni was hard cuz i was hanging out w my lovelies (also jordans friends) and then jordan appeared... and the tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife.. so i left soon after. it was really bad.
guess i just have to get used to it being like this for a while... being wherever he is not.
*sigh*
love,
jo
welll the past few days have been sorta bearable sorta not.... just been keeping myself occupied and trying not to think or be idle too much cuz i know if i do i will get all depressed and shit... ala the last post.
so in order of keeping occupied, tonight i will be going to einsteins, tmrw to retro night @ the hawthorn and friday night is air guitar night @ the hawthorn again!
hmmm i might just move there... lol
yea today at uni was hard cuz i was hanging out w my lovelies (also jordans friends) and then jordan appeared... and the tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife.. so i left soon after. it was really bad.
guess i just have to get used to it being like this for a while... being wherever he is not.
*sigh*
love,
jo
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
singledom
if being single encompasses things like
loneliness
sadness
hurt
being the worst person in the world
being scared to sleep without his arms around me
knowing i cant hold his hand or kiss his lips again
losing his family
losing his friends
losing him
then i dont think i want to be single anymore.
this has got to be one of the hardest points of my life thus far... i know i might sound a bit drama for some but if i do then obviously you dont understand...
jordan has been the only person i've loved for 2 and a half years... losing him is like losing half my heart and right now i'm so confused i dont know what i want and what i dont want.
do i want to be with him? yes
do i want to have my own life? yes
do i want to have a life with him? yes
do i want to think bout myself? yes
do i want to think for him as well? yes
what the fuck is with all these questionS??
this is why i hate confrontation... it makes me think and analyse and realise the shit that is actually happening in my life is really REALLY shit.
i hate it....
be my penguin?
loneliness
sadness
hurt
being the worst person in the world
being scared to sleep without his arms around me
knowing i cant hold his hand or kiss his lips again
losing his family
losing his friends
losing him
then i dont think i want to be single anymore.
this has got to be one of the hardest points of my life thus far... i know i might sound a bit drama for some but if i do then obviously you dont understand...
jordan has been the only person i've loved for 2 and a half years... losing him is like losing half my heart and right now i'm so confused i dont know what i want and what i dont want.
do i want to be with him? yes
do i want to have my own life? yes
do i want to have a life with him? yes
do i want to think bout myself? yes
do i want to think for him as well? yes
what the fuck is with all these questionS??
this is why i hate confrontation... it makes me think and analyse and realise the shit that is actually happening in my life is really REALLY shit.
i hate it....
be my penguin?
Sunday, March 25, 2007
love and what not
hello lovelies,
well this week has been one interesting ride... ups downs inside fuckin outs.
went to einsteins on wed night w caryn, krista and dee and a few more ppl from their apartment and it was really awesome! but the reason i was there with them by myself without jordan was not..
and then we went out again on friday night to the hawthorn to watch some air guitar masters compete! it was so much fun!!! but hmmm jordan wasnt there again... then suddenly he appeared and he left and omg...
the night ended in tears and those of you who were there know why.
but i'm glad we worked things out in the end.
alright... i'll be at einsteins on wednesday. see you there!
love much,
jo
well this week has been one interesting ride... ups downs inside fuckin outs.
went to einsteins on wed night w caryn, krista and dee and a few more ppl from their apartment and it was really awesome! but the reason i was there with them by myself without jordan was not..
and then we went out again on friday night to the hawthorn to watch some air guitar masters compete! it was so much fun!!! but hmmm jordan wasnt there again... then suddenly he appeared and he left and omg...
the night ended in tears and those of you who were there know why.
but i'm glad we worked things out in the end.
alright... i'll be at einsteins on wednesday. see you there!
love much,
jo
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Saturday, March 17, 2007
st patty's day!
hey loves,
happy st pats day! just got back from work and i'm so fuckin tired i could just die! DIE!!!!!
anyway, heres a vlog i recorded before i went to work today...
love much,
jo
happy st pats day! just got back from work and i'm so fuckin tired i could just die! DIE!!!!!
anyway, heres a vlog i recorded before i went to work today...
love much,
jo
vlog and pics!
hey guys!
this is my first vlog tht i recorded on thursday evening before i headed out for the traffic light party! so yea... i ramble on a bit which is fine considering its my first vlog ever!!! woooo!
PHOTOS from the traffic light party!
love much,
jo
this is my first vlog tht i recorded on thursday evening before i headed out for the traffic light party! so yea... i ramble on a bit which is fine considering its my first vlog ever!!! woooo!
PHOTOS from the traffic light party!
love much,
jo
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Booze!
It's gonna be a good night chilling out with jordan and jesse! As if i really need this... We'll be drinkin again on thursday at the tlp!
Friday, March 09, 2007
Tired.
I just got home and i hate only one hour to chill before i have to start getting ready for work. Fuck!
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Royroy!
This is my mate roy from uni! He's awesome fun! Right now we're sitting watchin jordan play bball. Woo. :$
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
My room.
Like how wonderfully clean it is? I love my new bedsheets altho they're a tad too small. I really need to start cleaning my room. Love, jo
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
happy birthday mummy
hello my darlings,
today is my mummy's 40 something birthday... but she still looks like she's old enough to be my sister. thats ok though, good genes must run in the family right?
my mother and i never had a very good relationship... from the start she was hardly ever around because she was at work all the time or travelling overseas FOR work or play. So thats why i became alot closer to my dad but no matter what, i always knew that she would be there for me if i needed her.
in malaysia, when she was around and once i started getting a bit older i started doing things that any neglected teenager would do; rebel. i started smoking, skipping school and sneaking out of the house to go clubbing with my older boyfriend. i had no relationship with my mother at that point because she discovered my sneakiness time and time again and therefore her trust in me was shattered.
i dont think i cared that much though because i guess i was thinking, well who cares right? i mean, she never cared for me before this so why should i care about what she thinks now?
anyway, that was when i was a bit of a younger teen... 14 going on 15.
once i dumped that sorry ass excuse for a boyfriend, i think my relationship started becoming a little bit better with my mum. we started talking a LITTLE bit more... connecting a LITTLE bit more... and becoming a LITTLE bit more closer.
then i fucked it up again... and again... and again. once she gains that much of trust in me, i do something to break it.
i guess, i will never fail to fuck up when it comes to her.
i think once we moved to australia, our relationship got a whole heap worse because i HATED her with a passion for dragging me to this stupid country when my whole life was in malaysia. i hated her and i hated phil and i hated everything.
after 4 years of living here though, i have eventually gotten over it and now i am looking forwards to making this relationship with my mum work this time.
i love her so much, i know she wont ever read this... but whatever. it was good to get this off my chest.
happy birthday mother dear!
today is my mummy's 40 something birthday... but she still looks like she's old enough to be my sister. thats ok though, good genes must run in the family right?
my mother and i never had a very good relationship... from the start she was hardly ever around because she was at work all the time or travelling overseas FOR work or play. So thats why i became alot closer to my dad but no matter what, i always knew that she would be there for me if i needed her.
in malaysia, when she was around and once i started getting a bit older i started doing things that any neglected teenager would do; rebel. i started smoking, skipping school and sneaking out of the house to go clubbing with my older boyfriend. i had no relationship with my mother at that point because she discovered my sneakiness time and time again and therefore her trust in me was shattered.
i dont think i cared that much though because i guess i was thinking, well who cares right? i mean, she never cared for me before this so why should i care about what she thinks now?
anyway, that was when i was a bit of a younger teen... 14 going on 15.
once i dumped that sorry ass excuse for a boyfriend, i think my relationship started becoming a little bit better with my mum. we started talking a LITTLE bit more... connecting a LITTLE bit more... and becoming a LITTLE bit more closer.
then i fucked it up again... and again... and again. once she gains that much of trust in me, i do something to break it.
i guess, i will never fail to fuck up when it comes to her.
i think once we moved to australia, our relationship got a whole heap worse because i HATED her with a passion for dragging me to this stupid country when my whole life was in malaysia. i hated her and i hated phil and i hated everything.
after 4 years of living here though, i have eventually gotten over it and now i am looking forwards to making this relationship with my mum work this time.
i love her so much, i know she wont ever read this... but whatever. it was good to get this off my chest.
happy birthday mother dear!
love you guys!
jo
Monday, March 05, 2007
whoops!
HeY GUYS!
sorry for the super long slow update. i guess i've just been caught up in being aussified once again. gar!
i've been doing nothing exciting really. I've started uni last week and that was.... OK. it was good seeing everyone again. I remembered how much i hated uni last year... but then i remembered how much shit everybody is going through to put me through uni this year. so i deal.
i started work as well and that was better than i expected it to be. i definitely did not miss a few people though.... grrr... and there was this new girl there who worked at the Australian Open so she thought that *I* was new. She had the cheek to come up to me and start telling me what to do! I was just like, So how long have you been working here? She goes, Oh yea about 2 months so you can ask me anything if you need help. And i'm like, 2 months eh? Funny that. I've been working here for about 2 years so you can shove your help up your ass.
well... okay. i didnt say the shove up your ass bit but i really wish i did.
In other news, my friend caryn who moved here from malaysia has found a place in Auburn. well i think its auburn cuz its near the station. Its really nice but small but its lovely and the other people who live there are nice too. so shes settled in and i miss seeing her as often as i used to but its ok.. i'll get over it.
Also, my whole house is suffering from the FLU. thanks to my lovely mother... who's birthday is tomorrow so i shall not give her too much of shit.
I'm going to be starting another blog (ANOTHERBLOG?!?! you say). BUT its ok cuz i'm starting this one for my journalism class and its gonna be quite boring cuz i have to write about what i learnt in class or write bout something in the media that has to do with research but i'll put the link up anyway so you guys can read and comment if you want. lol.
ok la... i'll leave you with some piccies.
me and chow on christmas day at my house in kl.
i miss her heaps and i dont think i'll be going back to KL this summer so... *SOB!!!!*
But its ok, hopefully she'll be down in aussie next year and i will get to hang out with her here.
Rad.
Caryn and I the day we went for her Uni enrolment. I had to pretend i was a swinburne student and in the mean time i met one of my ollldddd friends from KL who was also studying at Swinburne. wierd eh? i never got the chance to meet her while i was in kl cuz of time clashes but we bumped into each other here!
anyway, after enrolling, we went to this place near her uni called 'Lucky Coq'. it has the best deals for lunch! $3 pizzas!!!! OMFG so awesome right? so we had a ceaser salad pizza for lunch and then a chocolate pizza for dessert. lovely dovely..... *drool*
BONUS: At lucky coq, the bartender guy looked like Wentworth Miller from Prison Break. omg so hot can die!!! i tried snapping a pic of him sneakily with my phone but it didnt work. *sob*
Jordan darling and me at his brothers surprise birthday party.
Woo!
Love you darlingggggg.
Me.
Yea needs no other explanation.
LOVE YOU!!!
jo
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
LONGGG post ahead
hey all,
this is my last day in KL for god only knows how long. i'm not sure when i'll be coming back next. i'd like to say end of this year but looking at my mum and dad's financial situation i'd say i was dreaming.
the past few days have been very nice...
SATURDAY
i had an awesome weekend. went to Zouk with a whole group of people; caryn, joanne, celina, ian, sheyna, jessica, tyler, andre, nora, reuben, shaun and a couple of other ppl i didnt know. but it was such a good night.. i think in the end we polished off like 4 bottles of Johnnie Walker Black and of course.. i got plastered!!!!
my god.. i was sooo drunk i didnt even realise it till the end of the night. as soon as we got out of the club it hit me so bad. i just couldnt control my head so i just sat on the floor... outside zouk... in my dress!!! MY GOD! how embarrasing! but ohwell, i thought. who gives a shit? i'm going on wednesday and nobody is gonna remember me next time i come to zouk. lol.
we went to eat after... well.. they bought me food but the sight of it made me want to throw up so i just pushed it away and lay my head on the table... with my hair in the soup. *bleh* hahahah..
got home at bout 5 and slept till 12 when i got woken up for...
*sings* it must be LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE *stops abrubtly*
ahem... so... yea...
this is my last day in KL for god only knows how long. i'm not sure when i'll be coming back next. i'd like to say end of this year but looking at my mum and dad's financial situation i'd say i was dreaming.
the past few days have been very nice...
SATURDAY
i had an awesome weekend. went to Zouk with a whole group of people; caryn, joanne, celina, ian, sheyna, jessica, tyler, andre, nora, reuben, shaun and a couple of other ppl i didnt know. but it was such a good night.. i think in the end we polished off like 4 bottles of Johnnie Walker Black and of course.. i got plastered!!!!
my god.. i was sooo drunk i didnt even realise it till the end of the night. as soon as we got out of the club it hit me so bad. i just couldnt control my head so i just sat on the floor... outside zouk... in my dress!!! MY GOD! how embarrasing! but ohwell, i thought. who gives a shit? i'm going on wednesday and nobody is gonna remember me next time i come to zouk. lol.
we went to eat after... well.. they bought me food but the sight of it made me want to throw up so i just pushed it away and lay my head on the table... with my hair in the soup. *bleh* hahahah..
got home at bout 5 and slept till 12 when i got woken up for...
SUNDAY
Everyone in my family came over to my aunts house to have lunch and to see me for the last time... it was really nice. Had a lovely lunch and had such a nice time just chilling w my family. Caryn was over too so she got to meet everyone.... hope it wasnt too scary for her. lol.
I GOT MY NEW PHONE THAT DAY TOO!
my new baby Sony Ericsson k610i (will think of another name for it soon)
*sings* it must be LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE *stops abrubtly*
ahem... so... yea...
after lunch i drove caryn home.. from taman tun to OUG k? dont play play... hahahah. i made it there and back in one piece although i sorta got lost on the way backk... panicked myself silly. nearly had a minor heart attack until i realised where i was... *phew* thank god for handphones or i would have probably driven to Thailand. hahahha.
then at night i went out for dinner with Sha and Jar my two much loved friends from sri aman... we had dinner at shakeys and mannn was i full.... after dinner we took a walk around one utama and took lots and lots of camwhore queen worthy photos. couple of nice ones... couple of silly ones... but it was such fun! will post up a slide show of it later... in the meantime if you reallly cant wait to see them, they are at http://the-sitihajaradnan.blogspot.com/ .
hmmm... i think i shall end here. cuz i'm quite tired... and kristel and kelvin are coming to pick me up soonish for a drink.
MY LAST MAMAK SESSION! *sob*
thanks to everybody for making this trip so fun and eventful for me. all my family and friends, all those late night mamak sessions, all those spontaneous trips, all those meeting up in godforsaken places (ahem cyberjaya) lol... i'm gonna miss it heaps!
specially gonna miss my best friends... like Chow and Celina, cuz i didnt really get to spend much time with you because of business and clashes i'm so glad we went to gentings and spent that time together. i love you heaps and i'm gonna miss you sooooo much.
and my 2 cousins, jess and sheyna, family love will never ever fade no matter how far we are from each other. i love you guys with everything i have and singapore was too much fun to handle. miss you guys loads.
sha and jar, long lost friends who i've rekindled my love for this trip... (chewahhh... like lovers only man... lol) but no really, you guys have been in my life since i met you back in SA and even tho we didnt talk for a few years i never forgot the two of you and i'm so happy we got close again this time around.
kristel and kelvin, well i'm really glad i met kelvin cuz he's just such a joy to be around and kristel, well you know how much your friendship means to me and i'll always be here to talk to whenever you need me.
i'll stop now before i start bawling... cuz then i have to redo my makeup and pshhhhh....
will update once i get back to melbourne...
much love,
jo
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