Brad's home and it's been fucking great to have him back.
I went for a job interview this morning and I'll be hearing back from him either tomorrow or Monday so everybody say a prayer so I have a lot of power points!
I think I'm falling sick because I woke up from my nap feeling cold as fuck but with my body burning like fireeeee....
Random convo;
Laila: Take some vitamin C and panadol.
Me: But i only have juice.... and weed....
That's kinda the same innit?
Laila: PANADOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lmao
Lovelove!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
wishing and hoping and waiting and dreaming!
I.
Am.
So.
Freaking.
Excited!
Brad is coming back home to Melbourne on SUNDAY!
That is soooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will be seeing him in a day and a half. I think... I'm still not too sure what time his flight gets in but oh my god I don't care. If he doesnt email me I will go to the airport at 12 a.m. and wait till he walks out the doors.
I cannot wait to see him. I cannot imagine the feeling I will feel when I have his arms around me and when I finally kiss him again after 4 months. I believe it will surpass pure happiness.
It's little things like holding his hand or having him next to me in bed and feeling his warmth that I miss the most.
Our long talks and our short talks and our big discussions and our little fights are sorely missed.
HURRAY!
Am.
So.
Freaking.
Excited!
Brad is coming back home to Melbourne on SUNDAY!
That is soooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will be seeing him in a day and a half. I think... I'm still not too sure what time his flight gets in but oh my god I don't care. If he doesnt email me I will go to the airport at 12 a.m. and wait till he walks out the doors.
I cannot wait to see him. I cannot imagine the feeling I will feel when I have his arms around me and when I finally kiss him again after 4 months. I believe it will surpass pure happiness.
It's little things like holding his hand or having him next to me in bed and feeling his warmth that I miss the most.
Our long talks and our short talks and our big discussions and our little fights are sorely missed.
HURRAY!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Hide and stow and lock and throw.
You know...
It seems to me that people are always full of advice for you and others around them. Whenever someone I know has a problem, there is always that somebody who will fly in and attempt to save the day with their pearls of wisdom.
I am not condemning these people because I seem to be one of them most of the time.
It's not like I try to be Miss-goody-two-shoes because Lord knows I'm far from it. Also I'm not trying to make it sound like i know it all because WE all know that I don't.
I guess, I like being THAT person.
The one that helped you get through it.
The one that nudged you the right way.
The one that listens when you need me to
and never stops talking after.
Trouble is, I don't give people opportunities to be THAT person to me because as much as I like to think that I am open about myself and my problems and the shit that I'm personally going through... I'm not.
I tend to hide and stow and lock and throw.
I don't give people the chance to save me because every time they try I mentally push them away and emotionally close them out. I hate myself for doing that because that does that mean that I'm not open to change? Ergo making me a hypocrite?
I hate hypocrites.
I don't know when or why I started blocking people off from the me inside of me that i hide so well. What I do know is that I do want to change and I do want to open up.
Don't ask me to open up to you now or anytime soon because I don't think I'll be ready for that. I'm trying and trying is always a huge effort for me.
In other news... my baby is coming back on Sunday!
I cannot wait! We haven't seen each other since the 7th of October!
Now I only have to wait about 60 hours or 7200 mins or 432000 seconds.
Not like I'm counting.... or anything....
Love love!
It seems to me that people are always full of advice for you and others around them. Whenever someone I know has a problem, there is always that somebody who will fly in and attempt to save the day with their pearls of wisdom.
I am not condemning these people because I seem to be one of them most of the time.
It's not like I try to be Miss-goody-two-shoes because Lord knows I'm far from it. Also I'm not trying to make it sound like i know it all because WE all know that I don't.
I guess, I like being THAT person.
The one that helped you get through it.
The one that nudged you the right way.
The one that listens when you need me to
and never stops talking after.
Trouble is, I don't give people opportunities to be THAT person to me because as much as I like to think that I am open about myself and my problems and the shit that I'm personally going through... I'm not.
I tend to hide and stow and lock and throw.
I don't give people the chance to save me because every time they try I mentally push them away and emotionally close them out. I hate myself for doing that because that does that mean that I'm not open to change? Ergo making me a hypocrite?
I hate hypocrites.
I don't know when or why I started blocking people off from the me inside of me that i hide so well. What I do know is that I do want to change and I do want to open up.
Don't ask me to open up to you now or anytime soon because I don't think I'll be ready for that. I'm trying and trying is always a huge effort for me.
In other news... my baby is coming back on Sunday!
I cannot wait! We haven't seen each other since the 7th of October!
Now I only have to wait about 60 hours or 7200 mins or 432000 seconds.
Not like I'm counting.... or anything....
Love love!
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Person Person
Hello...
I'm tired oh so tired but not sleepy. Hate it.
We have a house inspection tmrw and I'm nervous because the house is SHIT!
Fuck. Shit. Fuck. Shit. FUCK!
*breatheeeeeee*
Here we go... hopefully this will make me smile.
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Let it take you - Goldfrapp
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Goodbye to Mother and the cove - Clap your hands say Yeah
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Through the Loop - Pendulum
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Seemed like a good idea at the time - The Darkness
How spot on is that?!? LOL
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Man - The Bird and the Bee
I'm seriously not rigging this! Lmao!
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Stay - Lisa Loeb
Because I'm so freaking awesome they never want me to leave... :P
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Burn down the Parliament - The Herd
This survey is so apt... its scaring me.
WHAT IS 2+2?
Time out from the world - Goldfrapp
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The opposite of Hallelujah - Jens Lekman (HAHAHAH!!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Trouble sleeping - The Perishers
this is quite true... because I don't like sleeping alone.. *sobs*
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
K.I.S.S.I.N.G - Flight of the Conchords
I love this survey!
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
New Light of Tomorrow - Husky Rescue
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
20 Years of Snow - Regina Spektor
It's actually quite a lovely and meaningful song that I wouldn't mind being played at my funeral...
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
For all the times - Abraham
Awwwwwwwww!
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
A Whole New World - Alladdin Disney Soundtrack...
Yes... I have Disney songs on my iPod.
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Future Reflections - MGMT
So not true... because i HATE thinking about the future. Scary la...
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Clarity - John Mayer
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
One Love - The Prodigy
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Sipping on the Sweet Nectar - Jens Lekman
But that sounds soooooooo niceeeeeeeeeee!!! If that said sweet nectar is alcoholic... :D
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Distant Sense of Random Menace - Urthboy
It really does make me cry... because this song is all about the injustice of war and the pointlessness of hate.
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Emily Jean Stock - Clap your hands say Yeah
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
again and again - The Bird and the Bee
Making the same mistakes constantly i guess... never learning.
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Water and Sleep - Mirah
LMAO! More like Beer and Lack of Sleep.
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Here it goes again - OK Go
Hmm.... maybe multiple times? Lol
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Let You Go - Kaskade
Because I'm such a pain in the ass to keep at home... hehehe
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The Girls - Calvin Harris
"I like them black girls, I like them white girls, I like them asian, I like them mix strait girls, I like them spanish girls, I like them italian girls, I like them french girls, I like them scandinavian girls."
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Flicks - Frou Frou
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Do what you want - Ok Go
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
RESPECT - Aretha Franklin
Again... so apt.
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Person Person - Mirah
Okay... guess I'm feeling a little bit more amused.
Good night!
Lovelove.
I'm tired oh so tired but not sleepy. Hate it.
We have a house inspection tmrw and I'm nervous because the house is SHIT!
Fuck. Shit. Fuck. Shit. FUCK!
*breatheeeeeee*
Here we go... hopefully this will make me smile.
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
--------------------------
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Let it take you - Goldfrapp
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Goodbye to Mother and the cove - Clap your hands say Yeah
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Through the Loop - Pendulum
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Seemed like a good idea at the time - The Darkness
How spot on is that?!? LOL
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Man - The Bird and the Bee
I'm seriously not rigging this! Lmao!
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Stay - Lisa Loeb
Because I'm so freaking awesome they never want me to leave... :P
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Burn down the Parliament - The Herd
This survey is so apt... its scaring me.
WHAT IS 2+2?
Time out from the world - Goldfrapp
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The opposite of Hallelujah - Jens Lekman (HAHAHAH!!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Trouble sleeping - The Perishers
this is quite true... because I don't like sleeping alone.. *sobs*
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
K.I.S.S.I.N.G - Flight of the Conchords
I love this survey!
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
New Light of Tomorrow - Husky Rescue
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
20 Years of Snow - Regina Spektor
It's actually quite a lovely and meaningful song that I wouldn't mind being played at my funeral...
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
For all the times - Abraham
Awwwwwwwww!
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
A Whole New World - Alladdin Disney Soundtrack...
Yes... I have Disney songs on my iPod.
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Future Reflections - MGMT
So not true... because i HATE thinking about the future. Scary la...
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Clarity - John Mayer
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
One Love - The Prodigy
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Sipping on the Sweet Nectar - Jens Lekman
But that sounds soooooooo niceeeeeeeeeee!!! If that said sweet nectar is alcoholic... :D
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Distant Sense of Random Menace - Urthboy
It really does make me cry... because this song is all about the injustice of war and the pointlessness of hate.
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Emily Jean Stock - Clap your hands say Yeah
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
again and again - The Bird and the Bee
Making the same mistakes constantly i guess... never learning.
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Water and Sleep - Mirah
LMAO! More like Beer and Lack of Sleep.
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Here it goes again - OK Go
Hmm.... maybe multiple times? Lol
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Let You Go - Kaskade
Because I'm such a pain in the ass to keep at home... hehehe
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The Girls - Calvin Harris
"I like them black girls, I like them white girls, I like them asian, I like them mix strait girls, I like them spanish girls, I like them italian girls, I like them french girls, I like them scandinavian girls."
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Flicks - Frou Frou
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Do what you want - Ok Go
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
RESPECT - Aretha Franklin
Again... so apt.
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Person Person - Mirah
Okay... guess I'm feeling a little bit more amused.
Good night!
Lovelove.
Monday, February 02, 2009
Epic weekend!
Hello hello!
Been not updating as usual... *slaps self on wrist* Bad ME!
Anyway... alottt has happened since I last properly updated. (Time fillers do not count as a proper post)
I had an epic weekend yet again! Saturday was spent hanging around the city and then going out into the city to celebrate one of Sarah's friends birthday. We went to a place called Dracula's which is a themed comedy cabaret theathre. Pretty damn cool and I highly recommend it to anyone who doesn't mind a bit of cheese on their comedy.
The show (4 hours long) was really good, funny and original.
The cast and staff were amazing!
The food (3 course meal) was pretty good for the price we paid.
The cocktails were WONDERFULLY DELICIOUS! And potent. We like potency.
After the show, we (being Sarah, her two friends from Sydney; Hannah and Amelia, me and a whole bunch of Sarah's friends from the party) headed to Red Violin which is a little club on the corner of Swanston and Bourke. It plays really good music to dance to and if you go early enough you can enjoy all of it on a dancefloor without the sleazy guys and toe steppers. FUN!
On Sunday, Sarah and I took the Sydney siders to St.Kilda to see the beach after having $4 pizza's at Lucky Coq, which we all adored as expected. Turned out there was the art market on so how lucky are we? I bought a couple of photos... adorable little robots! Woo!
Then later at night, Sarah, Emily and I headed to our friends' (Anj & Nim) wedding reception. They are Sri Lankan so they had their wedding as well as a reception in Lanka, and for the unfortunate ones who couldn't fly over, had another one here! YAY for us unfortunates! It was such a wonderful experience with the dancing, the food, the touching speeches and personal songs. We felt so touched to be able to be a part of the joyous and memorable occassion. I hope God blesses them with a happy marriage.
I also got to live one of my life long dreams which was to RIDE in an antique car. Yes.
I GOT TO RIDE IN A 1920's FORD! It was UNBELIEVABLE!
Sarah and I befriended the old man on our table and it turned out that he owned the antique car which the bride and groom arrived in and the lovely man, Mr.Lyall, allowed us to come with him while he was checking on his baby and take photos in it... then later as he was leaving with his wife, he asked if we would like to go around the block in it.
Of course, I nearly died on the spot with all the excitement running through my veins.
It was amazing! I nearly cried. Yes, I am a geek when it comes to antique cars. Well, not really since I know next to nothing about them except that they are beautiful things that I would love to own but know I never will. BOO!
Anyway, I'm off to check on the dinner... that I MADE. Yea... that's right.
I cooked.
And I cleaned the house.
I'm Suzy homemaker! Woo!
Here's a photo of me in the car!
Love love!
Been not updating as usual... *slaps self on wrist* Bad ME!
Anyway... alottt has happened since I last properly updated. (Time fillers do not count as a proper post)
I had an epic weekend yet again! Saturday was spent hanging around the city and then going out into the city to celebrate one of Sarah's friends birthday. We went to a place called Dracula's which is a themed comedy cabaret theathre. Pretty damn cool and I highly recommend it to anyone who doesn't mind a bit of cheese on their comedy.
The show (4 hours long) was really good, funny and original.
The cast and staff were amazing!
The food (3 course meal) was pretty good for the price we paid.
The cocktails were WONDERFULLY DELICIOUS! And potent. We like potency.
After the show, we (being Sarah, her two friends from Sydney; Hannah and Amelia, me and a whole bunch of Sarah's friends from the party) headed to Red Violin which is a little club on the corner of Swanston and Bourke. It plays really good music to dance to and if you go early enough you can enjoy all of it on a dancefloor without the sleazy guys and toe steppers. FUN!
On Sunday, Sarah and I took the Sydney siders to St.Kilda to see the beach after having $4 pizza's at Lucky Coq, which we all adored as expected. Turned out there was the art market on so how lucky are we? I bought a couple of photos... adorable little robots! Woo!
Then later at night, Sarah, Emily and I headed to our friends' (Anj & Nim) wedding reception. They are Sri Lankan so they had their wedding as well as a reception in Lanka, and for the unfortunate ones who couldn't fly over, had another one here! YAY for us unfortunates! It was such a wonderful experience with the dancing, the food, the touching speeches and personal songs. We felt so touched to be able to be a part of the joyous and memorable occassion. I hope God blesses them with a happy marriage.
I also got to live one of my life long dreams which was to RIDE in an antique car. Yes.
I GOT TO RIDE IN A 1920's FORD! It was UNBELIEVABLE!
Sarah and I befriended the old man on our table and it turned out that he owned the antique car which the bride and groom arrived in and the lovely man, Mr.Lyall, allowed us to come with him while he was checking on his baby and take photos in it... then later as he was leaving with his wife, he asked if we would like to go around the block in it.
Of course, I nearly died on the spot with all the excitement running through my veins.
It was amazing! I nearly cried. Yes, I am a geek when it comes to antique cars. Well, not really since I know next to nothing about them except that they are beautiful things that I would love to own but know I never will. BOO!
Anyway, I'm off to check on the dinner... that I MADE. Yea... that's right.
I cooked.
And I cleaned the house.
I'm Suzy homemaker! Woo!
Here's a photo of me in the car!
Love love!
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