cybernya!

eh?

sooo today i woke up at 10 o'clock to go home and get ready for caryn to come pick me up. we made the eventful (?) journey to cyberjaya so we could chill out w my beloved SSHB.

we got there around 1 and we had lunch at the food court... we had iranian food... or was it turkish food... well it was middle eastern. and it was like a pizza sorta thingy... the two girls had beef and cheese but i decided to be different and have chicken and cheese. oh yea... breaking the mould.... wtf?

erm... after lunch we went to the park cuz i wanted to see the big pond with the big fishes.


*break* OMG jolie (my cousin's toy poodle) is so adorable! whenever you make kissing noises she will come and lick your mouth so she can kiss you... damn cute can die la.... she just did it to me and i think i got a slip of tounge in my tounge. */break*

anyway, i wanted to see the fishes right... but i thought they were koi fishes, u know those big japanese fishes? yes. so... i got laughed at by chow and caryn cuz "Koi fish cannot live in such filthy waters!"

*insert pointing and laughing at Joanna here*

o.O

so since we were at the park, we randomly decided to go to the playground!!!!!!!!
at 2 in the afternoon!!!!!!!


crazy no sense people that we are.

*break* i hate P!ATD w a passion that can never be burned. bludy emos! */break*

we were at the playground which was so extremely fun... we went down slides, got lots of photos, caryn gave birth to chow, and took more photos. so nice to chill out w my LDR girls again.

i dont have my camera cable w me so i cant put photos up right now but as soon as i get home i shall put them up. pinky swear!


need panadol now. Massive HeadAche coming along.

love,
jo

update?! could this be true?!?!

ok yeaa... i know i know this blog is a bit DEAD. give me a break la.. .i have a low attention span. or short... or low... what was i saying?

anyway, its been 2 weeks since i've touched down and hit KL soil... the icky, yucky, i wont ever sit on the soil if you paid me, soil... yea that one. but other than that, i was really glad to see my dad and then my nana and all my friends and family members.

i missed them heaps and i dont want this time to end but i really miss jordan too... *sobs uncontrollably* bah!!!!

anyway, i just got back from club med yesterday and it was awesome... i stayed there for 3days and 2 nights and it was so beautiful and relaxing... DIDNT EVER WANNA LEAVE!!!

now i'm inspired to become a G.O so i can live and work at club med... FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i'll prob do that after my university is finished.

yea i know the photos dont have captions. its only because i saved it as a draft and now when i reopened it, its opened in html form and i cant read html for shit so yea... DEAL MOFOS! lol.

~break!~


tmrw, caryn and i are taking a drive down to MMU to visit my darling SSHB a.k.a sweet sugar hunny bunny a.k.a Chow.
BUT
the really fucked up thing is right...... that i dunno la. we're going for some free screening of something or rather and caryn told me that we "cant wear spag straps, miniskirts, sleeveless tops, hot pants or anything too revealing otherwise kena saman (fined) RM50".

.....

WHAT THE FUCK LA!?!?!?!?!
k that seriously pissed me off to the maximus la k. i mean, who the hell are these people trying to be? KELANTAN?

*GAR GAR GAR GAR GARRRR*

i hate it when people tell me what to do let alone what to wear. so... i'm saying FUCK this screening bullshit thing that i have to wear "decent" clothes to (not like what i wear is indecent but its the principle of it all) but yea, fuck that shit and instead of that, we shall kidnap chow and take her to a much more civilised place where you can where what you want, say what you wanna say and do what you want to do.

freedom, my ass la.

malaysia is going down the toilet. a smelly, clogged with maggot infested rats squat toilet.


anyway, i love malaysia, but i love the malaysia that i grew up with. I dont love the malaysia that its become over the years... or maybe my rose coloured glasses are starting to fade. *sigh*


love,
jo

song part 1

It's easy to change the things that you think you know
It's easy to break the guard down of people trying to grow
But take a step back and look all around
There's people trying to save you from running into the ground.

It's easy to judge the things that don't go your way
It's easy to tell the people just what you think they should say
But take a step back and listen to the crowd
Theres people trying to break through your shell if they're allowed.

FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I HATE THIS FUCKING SHIT. SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO JUMP OFF A FUCKIN BUILDING AND DIE LIKE MY FALLNIG OF BUILDING EMOTICON. THEN I CAN JUMP AND SPLATTER EVERYWHERE ALL OVER THE FUCKIN GROUND.

NO SERIOUSLY.

I AM SO FUCKIN OVER EVERYTHING. I AM SO OVER UNI. I AM SO OVER AUSTRALIA. I WANT TO GO BACK TO MALAYSIA AND I WISH THINGS WERE NOT AS COMPLICATED AS THEY WERE. I WISH I COULD JUST PACK UP AND GO BACK HOME BUT I CANT BECUASE I HAVE TOO MANY THINGS HERE TO LEAVE BEHIND. OK MAYBE JUST MY FAMILY AND JORDAN. I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE LIKE MY EDUCATION. WHO FUCKIN NEEDS A FUCKIN EDUCATION? NOT ME!!!!!!

I'M SMART ENOUGH TO VENTURE INTO THE WORLD NOW. I HAVE A DIPLOMA. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! ENOUGH!!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

ENOUGH!!!!!

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SO FUCKIN HARD? NO REALLY. WHY?!?!?! WHY CANT I JUST CONTINUE MY LIFE HAPPY AS LARRY. WHY DOES THERE ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ONE FUCKING THING OR ONE FUCKIN PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS TEHRE TO MAKE MY LIFE A FUCKIN MISERY?

FUCK THIS SHIT.






dont worry. i'm not about to kill myself. i'm just really really really over it.


and you! you fuckin bitch can just seriously go and cry all you want cuz you know what? NOBODY GIVES A FUCKIN SHIT ABOUT YOU! NOBODY CARES ABOUT HOW YOU'VE GONE THROUGH HELL AND BACK! ITS FUCKIN OLD NEWS! ITS BEEN SO MANY YEARS YOU HAVE TO FUCKIN GET OVER IT! HOW CAN YOU GO AND PREACH YOUR FUCKING LIFE TO EVERYBODY AND STILL HAVE ALL THESE ISSUES WITH YOURSELF???
"OH SHE HATES ME. OH I WANT TO CRY" BLABLABLABLAFUCKINGBLA.
GO FUCKIN CUT YOURSELF YOU STUPID ATTENTION SEEKING FUCKIN WHORE.

ramblings

you know... i have 33 days till i get back to malaysia.

33 days before i can see my family and friends.
33 days before i can smell the lovely malaysian air.
33 days before i can start eating malaysian food and slowly progressing to becoming a giantess.
33 days before i can catch up with OLLLLDDDD friends.
33 days before i can shop my lil heart out.
33 days before i can eat my butter prawn indo mee. *drool*

so as soon as my exam is over next week, i shall be using my free 2 week pass to the gym. i shall be going to the gym every fuckin day for 2 weeks for at LEAST 2 hours a day.

i know i know... its a bit crazy and unrealistic. but screw you guys! lol!

I CAN DO IT!!

and i will do it. i've already started cutting down my food intakes by half. poor belly is groaning and moaning for more food... stupid belly. LISTEN TO YOUR MASTER! I SAY NO FOOD! *growl*

oh my god. i have 2 assignments due tmrw and i have not finished them yet. so fuckin screwed can die.

-_-'

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know? i just wanna give up on the whole stupid idea of university. seriously. i have a fuckin diploma. i can just start working now. i dont want to do uni anymore. i feel bad for making my mum spend money on me for something i really dont wanna do. i mean, if she wants to spend money on me, buy me a car... not an education.

i dont want an education anymore. sooooooooooo over it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11



















gar. SO OVERRR ITTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok... i should go now. if i finish these assignments... i still have a chance of passing.

*sigh*

love,
jo

dying cat. sorta not really. meh..

delaware party blues

i just got some photos from my work party yesterday...

it was a massive one! we started out at my work place (www.telstradome.com.au) at one of the bars there... and there was heaps of free alcohol there.

there was also a sumo wrestling match where 2 people dress up in sumo suits and then wrestele each other. omg it was so fuckin funny!

and and and... remember the show 'Gladiators'? where they had the thing you sit on top off and try to knock the other person off with a big ear bud looking like thing? THEY HAD THAT TOO!!!

lololololololol!

so anyway, after the party i got together a group of friends (bar one stupid son of a bitch) and we went clubbing! woooo!

so yea, pictures!


















(okkkkk.... i have no idea why everybody is so blue. till i fix it, have fun with these pics. lol)

it was really good... first we went to exchange hotel where i got lots more free drinks cuz one of my friend is a bartender there.

the internet is for porn!

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this song.


it makes me LAUGH!

the internet is for porn!