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FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I HATE THIS FUCKING SHIT. SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO JUMP OFF A FUCKIN BUILDING AND DIE LIKE MY FALLNIG OF BUILDING EMOTICON. THEN I CAN JUMP AND SPLATTER EVERYWHERE ALL OVER THE FUCKIN GROUND.

NO SERIOUSLY.

I AM SO FUCKIN OVER EVERYTHING. I AM SO OVER UNI. I AM SO OVER AUSTRALIA. I WANT TO GO BACK TO MALAYSIA AND I WISH THINGS WERE NOT AS COMPLICATED AS THEY WERE. I WISH I COULD JUST PACK UP AND GO BACK HOME BUT I CANT BECUASE I HAVE TOO MANY THINGS HERE TO LEAVE BEHIND. OK MAYBE JUST MY FAMILY AND JORDAN. I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE LIKE MY EDUCATION. WHO FUCKIN NEEDS A FUCKIN EDUCATION? NOT ME!!!!!!

I'M SMART ENOUGH TO VENTURE INTO THE WORLD NOW. I HAVE A DIPLOMA. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! ENOUGH!!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

ENOUGH!!!!!

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SO FUCKIN HARD? NO REALLY. WHY?!?!?! WHY CANT I JUST CONTINUE MY LIFE HAPPY AS LARRY. WHY DOES THERE ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ONE FUCKING THING OR ONE FUCKIN PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS TEHRE TO MAKE MY LIFE A FUCKIN MISERY?

FUCK THIS SHIT.






dont worry. i'm not about to kill myself. i'm just really really really over it.


and you! you fuckin bitch can just seriously go and cry all you want cuz you know what? NOBODY GIVES A FUCKIN SHIT ABOUT YOU! NOBODY CARES ABOUT HOW YOU'VE GONE THROUGH HELL AND BACK! ITS FUCKIN OLD NEWS! ITS BEEN SO MANY YEARS YOU HAVE TO FUCKIN GET OVER IT! HOW CAN YOU GO AND PREACH YOUR FUCKING LIFE TO EVERYBODY AND STILL HAVE ALL THESE ISSUES WITH YOURSELF???
"OH SHE HATES ME. OH I WANT TO CRY" BLABLABLABLAFUCKINGBLA.
GO FUCKIN CUT YOURSELF YOU STUPID ATTENTION SEEKING FUCKIN WHORE.