quick post

Brad's home and it's been fucking great to have him back.

I went for a job interview this morning and I'll be hearing back from him either tomorrow or Monday so everybody say a prayer so I have a lot of power points!

I think I'm falling sick because I woke up from my nap feeling cold as fuck but with my body burning like fireeeee....

Random convo;
Laila: Take some vitamin C and panadol.
Me: But i only have juice.... and weed....
That's kinda the same innit?
Laila: PANADOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Lmao

Lovelove!

wishing and hoping and waiting and dreaming!

I.
Am.
So.
Freaking.
Excited!

Brad is coming back home to Melbourne on SUNDAY!

That is soooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will be seeing him in a day and a half. I think... I'm still not too sure what time his flight gets in but oh my god I don't care. If he doesnt email me I will go to the airport at 12 a.m. and wait till he walks out the doors.

I cannot wait to see him. I cannot imagine the feeling I will feel when I have his arms around me and when I finally kiss him again after 4 months. I believe it will surpass pure happiness.
It's little things like holding his hand or having him next to me in bed and feeling his warmth that I miss the most.
Our long talks and our short talks and our big discussions and our little fights are sorely missed.

HURRAY!

Hide and stow and lock and throw.

You know...

It seems to me that people are always full of advice for you and others around them. Whenever someone I know has a problem, there is always that somebody who will fly in and attempt to save the day with their pearls of wisdom.

I am not condemning these people because I seem to be one of them most of the time.

It's not like I try to be Miss-goody-two-shoes because Lord knows I'm far from it. Also I'm not trying to make it sound like i know it all because WE all know that I don't.

I guess, I like being THAT person.
The one that helped you get through it.
The one that nudged you the right way.
The one that listens when you need me to
and never stops talking after.

Trouble is, I don't give people opportunities to be THAT person to me because as much as I like to think that I am open about myself and my problems and the shit that I'm personally going through... I'm not.

I tend to hide and stow and lock and throw.

I don't give people the chance to save me because every time they try I mentally push them away and emotionally close them out. I hate myself for doing that because that does that mean that I'm not open to change? Ergo making me a hypocrite?

I hate hypocrites.

I don't know when or why I started blocking people off from the me inside of me that i hide so well. What I do know is that I do want to change and I do want to open up.

Don't ask me to open up to you now or anytime soon because I don't think I'll be ready for that. I'm trying and trying is always a huge effort for me.


In other news... my baby is coming back on Sunday!
















I cannot wait! We haven't seen each other since the 7th of October!
















Now I only have to wait about 60 hours or 7200 mins or 432000 seconds.

Not like I'm counting.... or anything....
















Love love!

Person Person

Hello...

I'm tired oh so tired but not sleepy. Hate it.
We have a house inspection tmrw and I'm nervous because the house is SHIT!
Fuck. Shit. Fuck. Shit. FUCK!
*breatheeeeeee*

Here we go... hopefully this will make me smile.

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Let it take you - Goldfrapp

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Goodbye to Mother and the cove - Clap your hands say Yeah

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Through the Loop - Pendulum

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Seemed like a good idea at the time - The Darkness
How spot on is that?!? LOL

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Man - The Bird and the Bee
I'm seriously not rigging this! Lmao!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Stay - Lisa Loeb
Because I'm so freaking awesome they never want me to leave... :P

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Burn down the Parliament - The Herd
This survey is so apt... its scaring me.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Time out from the world - Goldfrapp

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The opposite of Hallelujah - Jens Lekman (HAHAHAH!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Trouble sleeping - The Perishers
this is quite true... because I don't like sleeping alone.. *sobs*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
K.I.S.S.I.N.G - Flight of the Conchords
I love this survey!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
New Light of Tomorrow - Husky Rescue

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
20 Years of Snow - Regina Spektor
It's actually quite a lovely and meaningful song that I wouldn't mind being played at my funeral...

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
For all the times - Abraham
Awwwwwwwww!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
A Whole New World - Alladdin Disney Soundtrack...
Yes... I have Disney songs on my iPod.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Future Reflections - MGMT
So not true... because i HATE thinking about the future. Scary la...

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Clarity - John Mayer

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
One Love - The Prodigy

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Sipping on the Sweet Nectar - Jens Lekman
But that sounds soooooooo niceeeeeeeeeee!!! If that said sweet nectar is alcoholic... :D

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Distant Sense of Random Menace - Urthboy
It really does make me cry... because this song is all about the injustice of war and the pointlessness of hate.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Emily Jean Stock - Clap your hands say Yeah

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
again and again - The Bird and the Bee
Making the same mistakes constantly i guess... never learning.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Water and Sleep - Mirah
LMAO! More like Beer and Lack of Sleep.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Here it goes again - OK Go
Hmm.... maybe multiple times? Lol

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Let You Go - Kaskade
Because I'm such a pain in the ass to keep at home... hehehe

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The Girls - Calvin Harris
"I like them black girls, I like them white girls, I like them asian, I like them mix strait girls, I like them spanish girls, I like them italian girls, I like them french girls, I like them scandinavian girls."


WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Flicks - Frou Frou

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Do what you want - Ok Go

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
RESPECT - Aretha Franklin
Again... so apt.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Person Person - Mirah

Okay... guess I'm feeling a little bit more amused.

Good night!

Lovelove.

Epic weekend!

Hello hello!

Been not updating as usual... *slaps self on wrist* Bad ME!

Anyway... alottt has happened since I last properly updated. (Time fillers do not count as a proper post)

I had an epic weekend yet again! Saturday was spent hanging around the city and then going out into the city to celebrate one of Sarah's friends birthday. We went to a place called Dracula's which is a themed comedy cabaret theathre. Pretty damn cool and I highly recommend it to anyone who doesn't mind a bit of cheese on their comedy.

The show (4 hours long) was really good, funny and original.
The cast and staff were amazing!
The food (3 course meal) was pretty good for the price we paid.
The cocktails were WONDERFULLY DELICIOUS! And potent. We like potency.

After the show, we (being Sarah, her two friends from Sydney; Hannah and Amelia, me and a whole bunch of Sarah's friends from the party) headed to Red Violin which is a little club on the corner of Swanston and Bourke. It plays really good music to dance to and if you go early enough you can enjoy all of it on a dancefloor without the sleazy guys and toe steppers. FUN!

On Sunday, Sarah and I took the Sydney siders to St.Kilda to see the beach after having $4 pizza's at Lucky Coq, which we all adored as expected. Turned out there was the art market on so how lucky are we? I bought a couple of photos... adorable little robots! Woo!

Then later at night, Sarah, Emily and I headed to our friends' (Anj & Nim) wedding reception. They are Sri Lankan so they had their wedding as well as a reception in Lanka, and for the unfortunate ones who couldn't fly over, had another one here! YAY for us unfortunates! It was such a wonderful experience with the dancing, the food, the touching speeches and personal songs. We felt so touched to be able to be a part of the joyous and memorable occassion. I hope God blesses them with a happy marriage.

I also got to live one of my life long dreams which was to RIDE in an antique car. Yes.
I GOT TO RIDE IN A 1920's FORD! It was UNBELIEVABLE!
Sarah and I befriended the old man on our table and it turned out that he owned the antique car which the bride and groom arrived in and the lovely man, Mr.Lyall, allowed us to come with him while he was checking on his baby and take photos in it... then later as he was leaving with his wife, he asked if we would like to go around the block in it.
Of course, I nearly died on the spot with all the excitement running through my veins.
It was amazing! I nearly cried. Yes, I am a geek when it comes to antique cars. Well, not really since I know next to nothing about them except that they are beautiful things that I would love to own but know I never will. BOO!

Anyway, I'm off to check on the dinner... that I MADE. Yea... that's right.
I cooked.
And I cleaned the house.
I'm Suzy homemaker! Woo!

Here's a photo of me in the car!















Love love!

boredom filler

I tag anyone who reads this.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

1. I am heading out tonight with Sarah and her friends.

2. I am still recovering from last night. Twas rather massive.

3. I just realised how lazy people were back in the day when they said "Twas" and "Tis".

4. I miss Brad... well actually I'm just wondering whether he's alive or not.

5. Bunnies scare me.

6. So do stomachs that stick out of the carrier's clothes.

7. I burnt myself with my ciggarette today and now there's this big white blister mark. It stings like a bitch when I shower. Lovely.

8. I'm heading to BDO Melbourne on Monday! Way too much excitement pumping through my veins.

9. I straightened my hair. I don't know why... not like it made a huge, or any, difference.

10. I spent the whole of today recovering in my living room watching Gossip Girl.

11. Sarah is making orgasm noises in said room right now... I think she's imitating Australian Open tennis players.

12. I need to pee.

13. I had a million and one bags before I left Melbourne and now... I can't find them. :(

14. I keep finding money all over my room though... which is excellent!

15. I'm wearing my carolling outfit and it feels wierd to be going out in this knowing I'm not going to be singing Jingle Fucking Bells.

16. This past Christmas, I grew to hate Jingle Bells, Rudolph, Frosty, Silent Night and O Holy Night. ALOT.

17. My laptop is burning my burn. Not fun.

18. I thought it would be easy thinking of things to write but it's really not.

19. I could not imagine having size H boobies.

20. I'm perfectly happy with my B/C cup boobies.

21. I have approximately 10 soft toys in my room. I love them all equally because I do not discriminate.

22. I dream of riding camels for a living.

23. I bought a new toy and it's excellent!

24. I want a puppy.

25. I am gonna get soooooo drunk tonightttt


LOVE LOVE!

Sleep. Or lack of it.

I suffered the most amazing bout of insomnia last night.

I tried everything.
EVERYTHING.

I tried watching an entire season of Heroes.
I tried reading half a book.
I tried staring at my ceiling thinking thoughts so my head would be clear.
I tried singing myself to sleep.
I tried reading somemore.
I jumped online and chatted to people and read somemore.

Next thing I know... it was 5 in the morning and the sun was rising.
I buried my head under pillows...
nearly died.
Came out and it was 6 in the morning.



The only good thing is, I got to chat to Brad.
I miss him. :(

Tests

Life is funny like this... it throws you off course when you least expect it to.
But like I've been told time and time again and what I keep telling myself,
"God does not give you what you can't handle."

So, I can handle this. I have other options
but I just have to sit down and decide what I want to do.

Having faith is hard when it's continually tested.

I'm sad...but I'm okay.
I'm confused...but I'll work through it.
I'm hurt...but I'll heal.



Thanks for your support across the seas. Love you all!

Failed. Again.

I didn't get accepted into Monash.
I had all hopes of getting in but didn't...
Guess I should have realised they wouldn't want a failure like me.

Back to the drawing board.

A chapter of The Jo Book.

Hi loves,

Well, I was reading a friends blog post about new chapters in this crazy thing we call life. It got me thinking about my own new chapters in life that I have experienced over the years and what chapters I'm next about to page through.

I think that I have not handled very many things in my life as gracefully or appreciatively as I could have. For example; moving to Australia.That was probably the hugest, thickest, most complex chapter in The Jo Book.

The heroine was forced to move away from her family, who she loved so dearly and could not even bear the thought of living a day away from; her friends, who she knew would always be there for her through thick and thin because they were those kind of friends who are hard to find; her love, who she just recently found and loved with a new kind of love so different from the rest that it broke her heart to even imagine not being able to hold him again.

This heroine kicked, screamed, gave a fight all in order to not go to the crazy country Down Under. Her mother, however, insisted that it would be "good for her future", "good for her life", "good for her education".
So, she left everything she knew and loved behind to a land that was full of strangers and strange creatures.

Everyday was a new, frightening day for this heroine of ours. She lived her days passing time thinking about how wonderful it would be to go home. She locked herself up in her room looking through photos and reminiscing. She spent her nights crying endless tears. She spent her dreams restlessly dreaming about life back home.

Even after she made friends in Australia, she could not accept the fact that her life was now here and not anywhere else. She HAD friends who loved her, she HAD family who would always be there, she HAD lots of cute potential heros around.She refused to see that the life she had now was perfect, no complaints were necessary.

Unless you were a spoiled, selfish, unappreciative little brat like herself.

A few years passed and she found her hero. Her hero was an amazing person, with a heart of gold, will of steel and the charms of an angel.

The hero and heroine lived a happy life together in love for 2 and a half years where she learnt how to live life, how to enjoy it and appreciate what gift has been given to her. Hero had a wonderful relationship with his and her family which made the heroine realise just how loving the family she had with her, there and then, was. She knew she had family in her home town, but her family who was with her was just as important. She realised how her friends there was just as important and loved her just as much as her friends back home. She knew that her love for this hero was beyond the love she experienced before she left. That was when she realised, how lucky she was to have two sets of lives that were just as important as each other.

Now, this heroine was living the exact same life she would have had in Malaysia except, she was in Melbourne. She has a group of friends who would do anything, a huge family that she can go over and see anytime, a fantastic relationship with her parents and brother and a boyfriend who loves her.

The end.


That's ONE chapter of my life. I don't think I'm ready for the next.

Love love,
jo

new babyRobot!

So today
I went shopping with my mum.
All we wanted to do was get a new
battery and adaptor
for my old laptop.
Then
when the Dell dude told me
that the battery and adaptor
alone
would cost AUD400
i said, WTF
and
mum said
That computer looks good.

Hence
I got a new laptop.
My new
babyRobot.

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is my Melbourne...

Hi all,

Back in Melbourne and loving it.

It was probably the worst flight I've ever been on in my whole entire life. All thanks to this one guy who was coughing his lungs out so hard that I could literally hear the pleghm being tossed around in the back of his throat from two seats in front of him.
Gross.

Mum and the Pinnocks picked me up from the airport after I was harassed by the Customs officer who thought there was meat in the Yee Sang (long life noodles) I brought back because on the ingredients it said there was "Pok" in it. It was like "Hirisan Pok something something". Lol.

Got home and hung out with mum and then later in the evening Jordan came over for dinner. We then went to Vic Market to meet up with Roy and Samantha... too bad for me that the night market was coming to a close. So we headed off to Rooftop but didn't manage to go in because we weren't on the "guest list". Fucking guest list my ass. They just didn't like the fact that we were wearing hoodies. Bah. NO MORE ROOFTOP FOR ME.

We went to a much cooler place anyway. St. Jeromes is a fucking wicked place... if you get a table like we did. It's not really that nice when you have to stand around in people's way and people fall on you. Ha.

Tonight I went for a house cooling party and it was good catching up with people and making new friends. I got home at 1.30 (about an hour ago now) and have spent my time watching Spongebob on telly with a glass of wine. Classy, eh?

Pictures will be up soon. Too much of shit to do before finding time to sit in front of a computer uploading pics.

Alright, off to bed before i pass out.

Love love.

5 more days!

Hey loves and lovelies,

I've only got 5 more days till I leave on a plane to go back home for another 11 months. It's quite scary because I have no idea what I'll do once I get home. I'm scared I won't find a job. I'm scared I won't get accepted into uni. I'm scared my life will fall into a massive shit hole and I won't be able to get out.


In other news, my left hand hurts like crazy. Specifically my middle finger. I don't know what I did to it but it really really hurts. Feels like my finger is about to break off or something.

I'm waiting for Angie to pick me up so I can eatttttttttt dinner. Hurray he just rang he'll be here soonish. I hope.

On Saturday, me and a huge group of people are going to play with elephants at Kuala Gandah! We get to feed, bathe and ride the elephants. All for free! Isn't that fantastic? Who's going... well there's me, Thayne, Mae, Megan, Laila, Nicky, Derrick, Kristie, Jon, Joanne, Celina, Amir and Jacq. Belle and Parin might come but I'm not too sure yet.

I'll be getting my tattoo soon! Hurray!!!! BOO for Sheyna who was supposed to accompany me but now can't because of her back operation. :(

Alright, this finger is killing me. So i'm going to go now...

Love love,
jo

December & The New Year

Happy NEW freaking Year!

Hope everybody had a good one. Mine was pretty sweet. More on that later with pics.

I've been kicking back in the not-so-sleepy town of KL for the past 3 months and it's been pretty sweet. Doing not much else but eating, drinking copious amounts of alcohol, chilling with friends and family, catching up on stories, being part of new ones.... It's all pretty damn nice.

The whole month of Oct and Nov included alot of caroling practice. We spent 10 days singing from house to house in December... It was really fun and oh so stressful at the same time. I mean, I love singing carols but this group this year made it really hard to enjoy. Until we started getting better... However, I've decided that this year will be my last year of singing with the youth. This year, I might help out my aunt with the little childrens choir. :D

So, right now I'm sick again. I cant stop sneezing and coughing and my head feels like its about to explode with pain. Grrr.. I'm too scared to pull the curtains open for fear of the light that will blind me. Even the little sliver of light that is fighting its way through the blanket of darkness is hurting my eyes. God knows what will happen if I stare at the light head on.

Anyway, I'm in KL for 9 more days. NINE! MORE! DAYS!
Too short to believe actually. I feel like I've done nothing much in the past 3 months and I think it's time for me to move on back to Aussie Land. Find a job that will support me and my expenditures and try and prepare myself for the imminent torture that is University.

Things I will miss when in Melbourne
1. Cheap food, cheap drinks, cheap smokes, cheap everything! Why is everything so freaking cheap here?!
2. Smoking inside places without getting booted, yelled at or fined.
3. Driving really really realllly fast at night by myself.
4. Having my own car
5. The food! Oh the food... where can I find a good roti planta at 3 a.m. in Melbourne? Or just a place thats open for a limau ais? Fuck 24hr McD's. I want a good ol' fashioned mamak. :(
6. My family! Life has been so wonderful knowing that I can just go and drive 10 mins and see my family... my cousins, my aunts, my uncles, my grandmas. They've all been so great and accomodating. I love them all.
7. My dad. I know he should be considered family but he's a special one. I'm going to miss him so much, I know that when I leave my heart is going to break just a little bit more than it's already been broken.
8. My friends. My dear friends, who are all too busy working and having their own lives but still manage to make time to see me whenever they can. I really appreciate how hard it is to do and thank you so much for making the effort.

Alright, I'm gonna go get my lunch sorted. Maybe I'll clean my room while I'm at it.

Love love,
jo

OMG! An actual post!

New Year, New Beginnings....

So its been a year and a bit since i last updated my blog and now nobody except maybe the midgets i torture in my cupboard read it, but what the hey.

I feel like writing.

Updates updates!
I have a new boyfriend. The old boyfriend (some might say the ex) has left me as of 5 months ago and we have both moved on.
I have moved out of the house i was living in and am now living in a nice cosy little place I shall call home for the next 2 months till i depart to Malaysia!
Erm... what was I saying? Oh yea, I now have a new boyfriend... his name is Brad and he is super.

Tonight, I went and watched Pineapple Express with Brad, Pete and Sarah. It was a hilarious movie which I shall highly recommend to every person i see on the street for the next two weeks.
My hands are freezing cold and feel like they are going to fall off due to the lack of warm material enveloping my hands.

I have lots of photos that I would like to share but cant right now as they are not available for sharing... will get on that soon... (for the midgets who dont see past the cupboard doors).

I hope everyone is prepared for the thunder that is me to arrive in Malaysia because I am going to rock your little Malaysian world! YEA!!!

Alright... i'm sick of feeling numb in the fingers and wristal area.

Love love!!!

girls night in

hi all,

well tonight has been most exciting....

becky and i have spent the whole night at home doing things that amuse us.

we baked the BEST brownies in the whole entire earth. brownie batter all the way from the US of A and baked in the humble kitchen of Karma. we already ate like half of one of the batches... bad naughty children that we are... trying to hide from Mr Fatty McFat Fat.

we watched ALLADIN and sang and reminicised about old childhood times.

we watched CLUELESS and laughed and went awwwwwwwwww and gushed over how cute Cher's older brother Josh was.

we went and got Japanese food which was so awesome. Katsudon rocks our world!

we hung out in becky's room with our laptops and pictures....

then i got the brilliant idea of taking photos to remember our lovely night in....
and we spent the last 20 minutes doing just that.
when i get the photos i will upload them onto my myspace where it shall be available for viewing.

anyway, going now cuz i am expecting the boyfriend to come home soon.

love you all!
jo

lots of random thoughts

my hands are freezing from the cold
it hailed before... unbelievable.
becky, for some bizarre reason, went and stood under the rain/hail... she's a strange one sometimes but i still love her.
pete cooked chicken parmagiana for lunch - with roasted veggies and potatoes... yummy!
i cleaned pete's room.
i talked to my mum... she is not very happy with me... wants to kick me out of my room...
*rolls eyes*
brad and pete are watching some crazy stupid show called 'Painkiller Jane'... i watched 5 mins of it and couldn't take it any longer...
i'm talking to caryn about moving out... maybe i'll move in with pete for a while if mum kicks me out and then stay here until caryn and i find a place to move into together... that would be so fucking brilliant!
i love penguins.
i think i might cut my hair soon... its really cold outside tho so i dont know if thats such a good idea. oh well... we'll see how i feel when the day comes... i might just redye my hair BLACK! it hasnt been black for so so long... even tho the boys here already think that its black... but its NOT ! its RED-ish!
i'm going to watch Architecture in Helsinki tomorrow with pete... that should be exciting... even though i dont know any of their stuff... should probably listen to their CD tonight just to see if i even like them or not... lol
i feel like chocolate... maybe i'll steal pete's car and go get some... yayyy!!!!
righteo then... i'm off to put gloves on. too cold to go on typing bullshit.

love lots,
jo

hello loves,

my last week and a half has been absolutely amazing...
i have been hanging out with pete (and by hanging out i mean staying over at his place) since last tuesday..
we officially got together last friday i believe and its been a rollercoaster ride of happy since then.

us

he's just amazing. hopefully he can come down to KL to visit me when i'm there but i dont think he will be able to cuz he's doing his Masters in Nuclear Medicine (so smart right?) and he'll be doing work placement around that time... so... BOO!!!!

anway... last night we, meaning me, him, caryn, andrew, becky, Awesome pete and brad, went out to celebrate becky's 24th birthday party!

oh i guess i have to introduce a couple of people first before i move on...
Brad - one of pete's best friends and housemate, awesome cool guy and he's my secondest favouritest boy at the moment.
Becky - pete's other housemate from NY, America. LOVELY girl, super cool and it's just so nice to have yet another girlfriend in Australia... can never have enough of those
Awesome pete - pete's OTHER housemate and also Becky's boyfriend. He's nice... havent talked to him much tho cuz he's always working thus he's never here...
Andrew - pete's friend and caryn's new boyfrienddddddd! oOOoOoOooO!

it's so funny cuz caryn and i met pete at the Great Brit Bar together on the same night... and now we're going out with them. it's like one of those dreams you have as a little girl that you and your best friend will go out with another pair of best friends so you can hang out all the time.. and that is exactly what has happened to the two of us!

i see her alot more now than i used to and i can do this while hanging out with pete as well! fucking brilliant i say... lol

anyway... where was i before i got amazingly distracted... oh yea... we went out last night celebrating!

went to reveller's for a while before it got really really loud... so we went over to the Lucky Coq. has got to be the best place on Chapel st. absolutely... its got good cheap beer, nice not so loud music so you can still have conversations, a beer garden for smokers like me and brad to enjoy and comfy couches! OH! and it has chocolate pizza... i believe that Lucky Coq is another word for God sent. yes yes this is true.. believe it!

so i got prettttttyyyyyy drunk... i blame the two bottles of smirnoff vodka black i skulled in the car on the way there. lol

anyway.. it was a good night. all had lots of fun and lots of beer and lots of good conversations... pretty interesting conversations were had too... animal porn was one of the subjects brad and i touched on whilst smoking... hahahaha! it was funny okay?

alright well... i've done my job and updated my blog. now i got to go cuz my fingers are frozen and i'm being antisocial cuz everyones in the kitchen cooking...

oh did i mention my boyfriend can cook curry? i have yet to taste it but i will tonight... he's making thai red prawn curry.. YUMMYYYYY!!!!

love lots,
jo

happy

hello loves,

well... i guess most of you know why i'm happy.
and if you don't... welllll just ask me.

it went really awesomely last night...
we got pizza on chapel street
we went to belgian beer gardens for drinks
then i went home

it was so nice just to talk to someone so openly and click
and think hes hot as well...
*grinS*

i'm feeling happy now and it's really nice to feel this way again
all those first date jitters
nervousness
excitement
its such an adrenaline rush
until you meet the person then its just so nice and calming and easy

lalalala

i'll stop sounding like an idiot now...

love much,
jo

zomg bored

SO BORED

*pulls hair out in frustrated manner*

garrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

i hate being bored with nothing to do because then i just eat to occupy my time. bad habit i know.. i'm gonna try and replace eating with smoking which is also bad, if not worse, but oh well at least i wont put on weight doing that.

i feel like i have no space of my own except for my room in this house... so when my mum asks me why am i holing myself up in my room, i think... isn't it obvious?

the kitchen and spare room/study is her space where she cooks and works
the dining room is phil's space where he does whatever he does on the computer and listens to music
when thayne come's home the living room is taken over by him and his anime cartoons which i'm not a fan of so obviously i wont go in there
which leaves me the outside deck which i wouldn't mind hanging out on if i knew i wasn't gonna die of pneumonia and tadaaa MY ROOM.

so yea... its not that hard of a question to answer.
but its so depressing cuz even though i love my room... it does get a little bit boring after a while.
and when i get bored.... i get a lil bit crazy... and then depressed... and thats not where i want to be at the moment.

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me... i think i'll be going to uni to see giulia for lunch. hopefully i can convince her to come down to glenferrie road w me for lunch after her appointment at uni... then i can go get the tshirt printed and go straight to caryn's house after.

although... i should probably be staying at home and NOT spending money but i cant help it. krista is going away on monday foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i cant ffk (pike) on them now. *sigh*

stupid holidays... bring back uni already.

love much,
jo