Saturday, July 28, 2007
girls night in
well tonight has been most exciting....
becky and i have spent the whole night at home doing things that amuse us.
we baked the BEST brownies in the whole entire earth. brownie batter all the way from the US of A and baked in the humble kitchen of Karma. we already ate like half of one of the batches... bad naughty children that we are... trying to hide from Mr Fatty McFat Fat.
we watched ALLADIN and sang and reminicised about old childhood times.
we watched CLUELESS and laughed and went awwwwwwwwww and gushed over how cute Cher's older brother Josh was.
we went and got Japanese food which was so awesome. Katsudon rocks our world!
we hung out in becky's room with our laptops and pictures....
then i got the brilliant idea of taking photos to remember our lovely night in....
and we spent the last 20 minutes doing just that.
when i get the photos i will upload them onto my myspace where it shall be available for viewing.
anyway, going now cuz i am expecting the boyfriend to come home soon.
love you all!
jo
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
lots of random thoughts
it hailed before... unbelievable.
becky, for some bizarre reason, went and stood under the rain/hail... she's a strange one sometimes but i still love her.
pete cooked chicken parmagiana for lunch - with roasted veggies and potatoes... yummy!
i cleaned pete's room.
i talked to my mum... she is not very happy with me... wants to kick me out of my room...
*rolls eyes*
brad and pete are watching some crazy stupid show called 'Painkiller Jane'... i watched 5 mins of it and couldn't take it any longer...
i'm talking to caryn about moving out... maybe i'll move in with pete for a while if mum kicks me out and then stay here until caryn and i find a place to move into together... that would be so fucking brilliant!
i love penguins.
i think i might cut my hair soon... its really cold outside tho so i dont know if thats such a good idea. oh well... we'll see how i feel when the day comes... i might just redye my hair BLACK! it hasnt been black for so so long... even tho the boys here already think that its black... but its NOT ! its RED-ish!
i'm going to watch Architecture in Helsinki tomorrow with pete... that should be exciting... even though i dont know any of their stuff... should probably listen to their CD tonight just to see if i even like them or not... lol
i feel like chocolate... maybe i'll steal pete's car and go get some... yayyy!!!!
righteo then... i'm off to put gloves on. too cold to go on typing bullshit.
love lots,
jo
Saturday, July 14, 2007
hello loves,
my last week and a half has been absolutely amazing...
i have been hanging out with pete (and by hanging out i mean staying over at his place) since last tuesday..
we officially got together last friday i believe and its been a rollercoaster ride of happy since then.
he's just amazing. hopefully he can come down to KL to visit me when i'm there but i dont think he will be able to cuz he's doing his Masters in Nuclear Medicine (so smart right?) and he'll be doing work placement around that time... so... BOO!!!!
anway... last night we, meaning me, him, caryn, andrew, becky, Awesome pete and brad, went out to celebrate becky's 24th birthday party!
oh i guess i have to introduce a couple of people first before i move on...
Brad - one of pete's best friends and housemate, awesome cool guy and he's my secondest favouritest boy at the moment.
Becky - pete's other housemate from NY, America. LOVELY girl, super cool and it's just so nice to have yet another girlfriend in Australia... can never have enough of those
Awesome pete - pete's OTHER housemate and also Becky's boyfriend. He's nice... havent talked to him much tho cuz he's always working thus he's never here...
Andrew - pete's friend and caryn's new boyfrienddddddd! oOOoOoOooO!
it's so funny cuz caryn and i met pete at the Great Brit Bar together on the same night... and now we're going out with them. it's like one of those dreams you have as a little girl that you and your best friend will go out with another pair of best friends so you can hang out all the time.. and that is exactly what has happened to the two of us!
i see her alot more now than i used to and i can do this while hanging out with pete as well! fucking brilliant i say... lol
anyway... where was i before i got amazingly distracted... oh yea... we went out last night celebrating!
went to reveller's for a while before it got really really loud... so we went over to the Lucky Coq. has got to be the best place on Chapel st. absolutely... its got good cheap beer, nice not so loud music so you can still have conversations, a beer garden for smokers like me and brad to enjoy and comfy couches! OH! and it has chocolate pizza... i believe that Lucky Coq is another word for God sent. yes yes this is true.. believe it!
so i got prettttttyyyyyy drunk... i blame the two bottles of smirnoff vodka black i skulled in the car on the way there. lol
anyway.. it was a good night. all had lots of fun and lots of beer and lots of good conversations... pretty interesting conversations were had too... animal porn was one of the subjects brad and i touched on whilst smoking... hahahaha! it was funny okay?
alright well... i've done my job and updated my blog. now i got to go cuz my fingers are frozen and i'm being antisocial cuz everyones in the kitchen cooking...
oh did i mention my boyfriend can cook curry? i have yet to taste it but i will tonight... he's making thai red prawn curry.. YUMMYYYYY!!!!
love lots,
jo
Thursday, June 28, 2007
happy
well... i guess most of you know why i'm happy.
and if you don't... welllll just ask me.
it went really awesomely last night...
we got pizza on chapel street
we went to belgian beer gardens for drinks
then i went home
it was so nice just to talk to someone so openly and click
and think hes hot as well...
*grinS*
i'm feeling happy now and it's really nice to feel this way again
all those first date jitters
nervousness
excitement
its such an adrenaline rush
until you meet the person then its just so nice and calming and easy
lalalala
i'll stop sounding like an idiot now...
love much,
jo
Thursday, June 21, 2007
zomg bored
*pulls hair out in frustrated manner*
garrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
i hate being bored with nothing to do because then i just eat to occupy my time. bad habit i know.. i'm gonna try and replace eating with smoking which is also bad, if not worse, but oh well at least i wont put on weight doing that.
i feel like i have no space of my own except for my room in this house... so when my mum asks me why am i holing myself up in my room, i think... isn't it obvious?
the kitchen and spare room/study is her space where she cooks and works
the dining room is phil's space where he does whatever he does on the computer and listens to music
when thayne come's home the living room is taken over by him and his anime cartoons which i'm not a fan of so obviously i wont go in there
which leaves me the outside deck which i wouldn't mind hanging out on if i knew i wasn't gonna die of pneumonia and tadaaa MY ROOM.
so yea... its not that hard of a question to answer.
but its so depressing cuz even though i love my room... it does get a little bit boring after a while.
and when i get bored.... i get a lil bit crazy... and then depressed... and thats not where i want to be at the moment.
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me... i think i'll be going to uni to see giulia for lunch. hopefully i can convince her to come down to glenferrie road w me for lunch after her appointment at uni... then i can go get the tshirt printed and go straight to caryn's house after.
although... i should probably be staying at home and NOT spending money but i cant help it. krista is going away on monday foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i cant ffk (pike) on them now. *sigh*
stupid holidays... bring back uni already.
love much,
jo
Saturday, June 16, 2007
yesterdayyy
Friday, June 15, 2007
freakinthefuckout
k i am trying not to freak out but i have an exam today of which i know NOTHING for.
well okay la i know some stuff but not enough to do well i think.... i am calming myself down by telling myself its all gonna be common sense.... so just be calm and think commonsensely.
that didnt make sense but whatever.
THEN.... after my exam i have to rush straight to work (so sorry Joel & Larnee) cuz my manager called me yesterday and was like... "Please work, we need cashiers and nobody else can do it but you" or something along those lines.... so i had to say yes cuz like i AM the only cashier that knows what she's doing now... since the other 2 left. :(
THEN after work... i think i'll be going to Caryn's area for a house party although that might change since i might be wayyy too tired to party after that.
anyway, tmrw we (caryn&me) will be going to see a couple of houses...well if i dont stay over then i'll just be seeing one but she'll take photos to show me. :D
yea... so i need to start gettin ready for uni now... nice hot shower will be good to fight the fuckin cold 5 degrees that it is outside... then i need to figure out what i'm gonna wear to keep me from dying of pneumonia. -_-
LOVEEEEEEEE.
jo
Thursday, June 14, 2007
eskimo babies
a thing of beauty.
stumbling around in the semidarkness for my heater remote control i switch it on.
impatiently waiting for the sweet warm air to come rushing through down to my face.
it reaches me.
i sleep again.
mum pounds on my door, "JOANNA! we're going now! come say bye to Judy!"
so i gingerly get out of bed and open my door...
to be greeted with a rush of cold air as my lovely warmth escaped to fight with his enemy.
i go downstairs to say goodbye and then mum tells me, "Oh, dia dalam kereta."
grrrrrrrr
-_-
she hands me her jacket which i put on over my shorts and tshirt
perfect winters day outfit.
i open to door to say goodbye to the grandmother "inlaw"
when i close the door my fingers feel numb from the ice that grew over the car windows through the night.
i go back inside wanting so desperately to kiss my mother goodbye so i can go to sleep again.
then she tells me...
"Oh by the way, your present is here."
my ears perk up, my eyes suddenly wide, my need to sleep vanished like the similiar need to pee.
i run to the kitchen counter where all good things seem to happen for me.
there it was, my new baby.
sealed in a horrible brown box but it didnt matter to me because i knew that inside was truly...
a thing of beauty.
as i tore the box open, there it lay in all its red sexy glory.
my Sefexy.
i carefully took her out of her nest and lay her in the palm of my hand, she looked like home there.
all the product of nature that came with her, i took off so lovingly and carefully, like a mother bathes her new born baby.
i rushed upstairs to show her where she would be living from now on.
i think she liked me too much to say anything about the mess.
i lay her down on the bed next to me and said, "I'll play with you when i wake up... i'm tired now"
so away i went, into my dream filled sleep...
dreams of my new baby
my thing of beauty
my iPod.
hahahahah yes i love my ipod so much i decided to write a mini drama.
LOVE IT!!!!!
xoxoxox,
jo
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
birthday my birthday
well... yesterday i turned 22.
OLD DECREPIT HAG!
yes la yes... whatever. -_-
anyway... it was a nice quiet one at my house. Caryn & Krista came over to make me a cake.. twas good. :D mum made lunch and it was yummy... (which reminds me how hungry i am) and my whole family came over for lunch/dinner.
it was really nice having my friends over as well as my family... thats really all i need right now i guess.
We'll be heading out this saturday to get a tad wasted so whoever wants to join me please do. anyhoo... here is a lil vlog (where i look quite fat but meh whatever) and then piccies for ya'll.
http://s64.photobucket.com/albums/h198/starfloss/?action=view¤t=MOV02771.flv
i dunno why my vid is not wanting to show here so follow the link like dorothy k?
PICTURES!
clearly so happy bout turning 22
birthday card from my lil cousins
caryn&i
caryn me and krista - love them heaps!
nearly everyone and the desserts!
this pic embodies me - alcohol.chocolate.flirt.
LOL!
love much,
jo
Monday, June 11, 2007
happy "21st" to me!
pffftttt.....
today i'm having a lunch thingy with the family. Caryn & Krista are being such darls and they're gonna come over and bake me a cake! hahahah lets hope it turns out good.
anyway... i will update tmrw on the happenings of today.
once again yo, happy 21st to me! woohooo!!!
hahahahhaha
iwillnevergrowup

love much,
jo
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Sheyna dearest... (WARNING: Corny content ahead.)

We were born 4 days apart 22 years ago. Fate brought us together before we were born. We were meant to come into the world as close together as we could.

We spent our whole childhood together. All our birthday parties were celebrated together and we blew out our candles and made our wishes at the same time. We played childhood games and imagined our future together.

*hahaha! love this shot*
We never fought as children. Never. When we did fight, it would last a whole 10 minutes and then we would run into each others arms crying, "Let's never fight again!"
We grew into two very different people but we never let our different paths we chose lead us away from each other.
We have fought since growing up but our fights always ended the same way they did when we were kids, in tears and promises to never fight again.

Our secrets were shared with each other.
Every story was told to each other.
Every dream dreamt together.
I could not imagine my life without her in it. She is so special to me and I love her as much as I did when I was growing up with her by my side. I love her even more for the person she has become and I will always love her no matter what. We may be cousins by name but you will always be a sister to me.
Distance may be between us but I have never let that come between the bond we have in our hearts.

*linked together in life*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Love you all,
jo
p.s. sorry la its so corny but she's worth it. *mwah*
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
i look like shit... so sue me.
BIG MISTAKE!
......
...
ok la i dont look that bad...
here's a nicer one...
*grins*
but yea anyway, today has been the most unproductive day ever! i really should start studying for my assignment next week but i so cannot be fucked.
it's just too many words... too many questions... too much of information that i know is gonna leave my head once i put it in there.... garrr!
i could be going to Haddon's with Caryn, Krista and Dee tonight but really its too far for me to go now and then try and get back home in time for Heroes. Plus i have to ask my mum to pick me up from the train station and she sooooo wont cuz House is on at that time as well... so I guess i'll just have to meet my babes some other time. SOON!
cuz Krista, the dear Canadian miss i only got to know this year is leaving us all in 3 weeks.
*sobs my lil dodo heart out*
which reminds me, i have to start designing a shirt for her. bunnylab style!
speaking of bunnylab... it is in the progress but we're just waiting for the holidays to come so we can really focus on gettin the printers and all that shit done.
OH! And if everything goes well, i'm plannin on moving out with Caryn soon. Hopefully by next month or latest a couple of months la. If the price is right, i'll be out of here!!! WOOHOO!!!
i'm lazy to blog more now so later!
love much,
jo
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
girls w boyfriends
lol i was having an interesting conversation w my dear friend Caryn the other day... she blogged about it and now i'm stealing her blog to put in my blog cuz i'm too lazy to blog about it.
makes sense?
"Gals with BOYFRIENDS
hello people (or to the gals who just feel threatened). below, will be a conversation i had with none other than my oh so dear friend JOANNA! this conversation is a result of how i am sorta restricted of meeting up with my guy friends with galfrens. so here goes:
dodo says:girls these days are just too insecure
caryn says:they need confidence like we do and trust in their bfs :p
dodo says:its like... omfg! my boyfriend actually have friends that are females!
dodo says:OBVIOUSLY they will try to seduce him
dodo says:cuz they are so attracted to my boy in that way
dodo says:and they are obviously such sluts they sooo dont care if he has a gf i.e. me!!!
caryn says:what a great representation
dodo says:can u like so imagine my face while makin that representation
dodo says:and my hand movements
dodo says:hahahahlol.
some gals can just hate us even more. then again, that was the truth, and i don't care. i'm just meaaannn. "
lol... clearly i am dodo.
okay i've got a pounding headache which i want to be better by tonight so i can grab a couple of drinks w caryn. i'm gonna go sleep nowww....
love ya!
jo
Monday, June 04, 2007
quick updates
- i just finished my last assignment on friday so i'm gonna hand it in after this
- jordan officially hates me and is never gonna talk to me for the rest of his life
- i bought a new dress and a my lil pony t-shirt!!!!
- i went for a job interview at pancake parlour and got rejected... and i'm now waiting for rejection from Foodworks (supermarket)
- i finally saw caryn on saturday after 2 long weeks of not seeing her
and... i cant remember the rest. lol
anyway... last wednesday i traipsed over to uni for a so called study session w nick, giulia and devlin. BUT! nick was the only one that turned up... so... we attempted to study for our exam in the library (the study room where only smart Law students go) and after 20 mins decided we're too stupid for this room so we left.
oh oh! before we went to the study room, we terrorised an empty lecture hall. it was soooo funny! there was a projecter and microphones and so many things that we violated it was awesomE! i will put photos up of us once i can be bothered. We had our faces up on the big screen that is only used for notess.... we were saying things like, "testing testing 1 2 penis" and "nicholas is homosexual like randal" into the mic. it was so much fun. i wanna do it again! but i think its one of those once off things that is only fun once then it becomes stupid after that. lol
*breather*
my room is a mess again after me cleaning it just 2 weeks ago. its back to the state it was before. AND I DONT KNOW HOW!!!!
*2 hour break*
okay i just got back from uni and i submitted my LAST ASSIGNMENT THIS SEMESTER!!! fuckin freedom awaits me! woohooooo!!!!
/jumps around in circles messing up room further than it already is
anyway... i was thinking about cutting my hair again although i know my grandmother will kill me if i do... cuz she thinks long hair makes the guys go gaga but whatever long hair is way too much effort for me to keep bothering with it. so tell me... should i or should i not go under the chop?

tell me tell me!!!!
k la obviously the short hair photo is kinda stupid cuz i just tucked my hair into my shirt but just use ur imagination k? :P
*breathe*
oh lots of people have been saying shit about me and its really annoying cuz i cant confront them about it cuz i'm not supposed to tell them that i know cuz then the person who told me will get in trouble. its all one giant web of lies and it shits me to tears.
GARRR!!!!
anyhoo... i think i'm gonna attempt to clean my room again.... lets see how long it will take to get it messy. i bet 2 weeks... any takers? hahahah
love you all!
jo
p.s. i think the trip to KL in october is gonna happen cuz i've been talking to my dad and he said look up the airfares online. so hopefully yea! if i can save enough i'll be paying for my own flight to perth and to KL from perth then he can buy me a return ticket from KL to melbourne so i have NO choice but to keep going back!!! muahahahhahahahahaha!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
probably time for a proper post
well.. there has been quite alot happening in my life recently but yea its too complicated and really not that much of a big deal although it seemed like a massive deal at the time....
see? complicated kan? lol.
anyway... i've been doing nothing much but chilling at home, chilling w my girls (caryn&krista), hanging at uni (no i have not become a geek but i wish i have), doing shit all uni work until the last minute of course... and yea stuff and things.
Oh yeaaa... i play netball every monday now. Its good exercise but because i've started smoking again i feel the effects of smoking on sports alot more... its not good. but oh well... i guess i just wont smoke before i run anymore... lesson learnt. thanks.
I alsoooo got a job at a call centre as an operator selling products for one of Australia's major telephone companies (optus). i got it last night actually... and i was supposed to go for training today... but then......... i kinda realised that i dont want to be a call centre operator who gets screamed and abused. i'd prob burst into tears half way.... and plus they wanted me to work 4-5 days a week...
while studying? i think not.
So yeaaaaa.......... i was up till 5 chattin online and then i conveniently slept in while i was supposed to be on the way to training. oh well...
(I think mum is not talking to me because i didnt go today... -_-)
Today I went for lunch w caryn on chapel street... we went to lucky coq and it was cooooool. man, the ceaser salad pizza stuffed me silly. caryn's smoked salmon pizza was awesome too... and all this for a grand total of $3 each!!! walauuuu... cool eh? lol.
we also went shopping... i..e SHE went shopping while *I* tortured myself by looking knowing i cant buy anything with the lackage of money i am in possesion of. bah!
caryn got a nice white shirt and cute lil fingerless gloves that turn into mittens if you need extra warmth...
and i got lots of heart ache. :(
I was gonna say something but i cant remember now....
oh yea, I got another job interview on Friday night at Pancake Parlour! hahahah... imagine if i get the job... i'll be eating all the pancakes for dinner. godd... i'll end up looking like a fuckin pancake... round and thick. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahha... nah but seriously... wish me luck cuz i really want this job. *crosses fingers*
okay i believe it is time for me to ring caryn up now (which means its time for a smokey smokey)
LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jo
p.s. sheyna & cheche... i miss you two soooooooooo much. *hugs* *mwahhh*
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Saturday, April 21, 2007
10 things i love
1. i love books. Without books i think i would kill myself because there is not a moment in my life i can remember me NOT reading a book... i may not read intelligent books like Plato and the theory of evolution, but i read what connects to me and usually thats autobiographies, spiritual books and of course... the occasional entertaining chick lit.
2. i love dogs. I had two dogs back in malaysia... both daschunds. One was called Samson and the other was called Princess... Samson ran away when i was 7 *sobs* but that christmas i remember writing a letter to Santa asking for a puppy and also a tent to play with the puppy in. lol. And needless to say i got my puppy...but Santa's reply to me was, "Be a better girl next year and you'll get a tent too" hahaha
3. i love shopping. I am obsessed! it is sooooo bad for me and my wallet and my ever depleting bank account. *sigh* i have too many bags, too many clothes and too few shoes. lol
4. i love singing. i'm sure its torture for mostly everbody around me when i decide to break into a song and dance but tooooo bad! i've always loved singing... i used to be in the childrens christmas choir every year at church, then in the youth choir.. and also part of the sri aman choir. lol. fun fun days...
apparently when i was 6 or something... my aunt got married and at her reception i got up on stage and started singing "Somwhere Out There" from the movie American Tale/Tail(?). My mum was like, "OMG! Thats my kid!!" hahahahaha
5. i love malaysia. Leaving my home was the hardest thing i have ever experienced in my life. Having to just up and leave everything you have ever known, the people you love, the life you have made for yourself... and i was just starting to really enjoy my life too.. it was horrible. I hated my mother for bringing me here and sometimes i still want to just buy a ticket back and say a big "FUCK YOU AUSTRALIA"... but yea... i appreciate every moment i have had in Australia now that I'm older and i am starting to love my life here... friends and more family coming over are making it easier... but i still miss home everyday.
6. i love meeting new people... especially when you meet someone you can just click with immediately... girl or boy whatever but its soo good to just be able to meet someone and know that you will be great friends with them.
also meeting people at parties and stuff is pretty awesome too. :D
7. i love my family. I am sooo lucky to have been born into a massive family that all love each other tremendously... My mum has 7 siblings so that has made me the proud cousin to 24 people. I'm the 3rd eldest (by 4 days!) and having been brought up with so much of love and happiness has really changed my life... it would never be the same without them and thats why its so hard here sometimes... but yea, i have one family over here now, hopefully another one will be on the way.
8. i love my friends. I am so thankful to have so many good friends who i know will always be there for me, not judge me and love me for who i am. Friends beat boyfriends anyday because... yea boyfriends can leave you and you always have to worry bout their love dying or whatever, but friends... you cant leave your friend for anyone. I love allll of them so much... *hugs*
9. i love to write. I used to write alot more when I was younger but now I think i'm starting to get into writing poetry again as well as songs... its just so nice to be able to sit down and put your feelings into words that can reach people... as well as making it easier to understand whats going through your head.
10. i love myself. well... of course! otherwise who would love me?? hahahaha...



