hello loves,
well... i guess most of you know why i'm happy.
and if you don't... welllll just ask me.
it went really awesomely last night...
we got pizza on chapel street
we went to belgian beer gardens for drinks
then i went home
it was so nice just to talk to someone so openly and click
and think hes hot as well...
*grinS*
i'm feeling happy now and it's really nice to feel this way again
all those first date jitters
nervousness
excitement
its such an adrenaline rush
until you meet the person then its just so nice and calming and easy
lalalala
i'll stop sounding like an idiot now...
love much,
jo
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
zomg bored
SO BORED
*pulls hair out in frustrated manner*
garrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
i hate being bored with nothing to do because then i just eat to occupy my time. bad habit i know.. i'm gonna try and replace eating with smoking which is also bad, if not worse, but oh well at least i wont put on weight doing that.
i feel like i have no space of my own except for my room in this house... so when my mum asks me why am i holing myself up in my room, i think... isn't it obvious?
the kitchen and spare room/study is her space where she cooks and works
the dining room is phil's space where he does whatever he does on the computer and listens to music
when thayne come's home the living room is taken over by him and his anime cartoons which i'm not a fan of so obviously i wont go in there
which leaves me the outside deck which i wouldn't mind hanging out on if i knew i wasn't gonna die of pneumonia and tadaaa MY ROOM.
so yea... its not that hard of a question to answer.
but its so depressing cuz even though i love my room... it does get a little bit boring after a while.
and when i get bored.... i get a lil bit crazy... and then depressed... and thats not where i want to be at the moment.
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me... i think i'll be going to uni to see giulia for lunch. hopefully i can convince her to come down to glenferrie road w me for lunch after her appointment at uni... then i can go get the tshirt printed and go straight to caryn's house after.
although... i should probably be staying at home and NOT spending money but i cant help it. krista is going away on monday foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i cant ffk (pike) on them now. *sigh*
stupid holidays... bring back uni already.
love much,
jo
*pulls hair out in frustrated manner*
garrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
i hate being bored with nothing to do because then i just eat to occupy my time. bad habit i know.. i'm gonna try and replace eating with smoking which is also bad, if not worse, but oh well at least i wont put on weight doing that.
i feel like i have no space of my own except for my room in this house... so when my mum asks me why am i holing myself up in my room, i think... isn't it obvious?
the kitchen and spare room/study is her space where she cooks and works
the dining room is phil's space where he does whatever he does on the computer and listens to music
when thayne come's home the living room is taken over by him and his anime cartoons which i'm not a fan of so obviously i wont go in there
which leaves me the outside deck which i wouldn't mind hanging out on if i knew i wasn't gonna die of pneumonia and tadaaa MY ROOM.
so yea... its not that hard of a question to answer.
but its so depressing cuz even though i love my room... it does get a little bit boring after a while.
and when i get bored.... i get a lil bit crazy... and then depressed... and thats not where i want to be at the moment.
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me... i think i'll be going to uni to see giulia for lunch. hopefully i can convince her to come down to glenferrie road w me for lunch after her appointment at uni... then i can go get the tshirt printed and go straight to caryn's house after.
although... i should probably be staying at home and NOT spending money but i cant help it. krista is going away on monday foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i cant ffk (pike) on them now. *sigh*
stupid holidays... bring back uni already.
love much,
jo
Saturday, June 16, 2007
yesterdayyy
all my troubles seemed so far awayyyy *ahem*
....
oh HI! lol
anyway, yesterdayyyyy was such a busy day for me. it started at 8 in the morning and ended at 2 the next morning.
8 am - woke up picked up the cousins and dropped them off at school
9 am - studied for a bit then had a shower
10 am - left to go to uni
1030 am - arrived at uni and studied w Giulia until about
12 pm - when the boys came and i gave up on studying so i just listened to them study while chilling on the sofa with my sefexy
130 pm - i started freaking out cuz the exam was soooo close... and i felt like i knew nothing
2 pm - exam!!!!!!! i walked out at
315 pm - because it was alot easier than i thought it would be and turned out i knew more than i thought i did. lol. so i went to get my assignment that i handed in a couple of weeks ago...(the massive 3000 word one) and..... i got......a freakin HIGH DISTINCTION ppl!!! holy shit! *faints*
415 pm - giulia finally walks out of the exam so nick dropped us off at boxhill station
510 pm - got to the city and rannnn to the stadium, got changed in a split second and rannnnn to the restaurant... and i worked all the way till
1145 pm - from wich i rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn to the change room, got changed and rannnn to the train station and got on my train 5 mins later. It was the LAST train wei... so if i didnt run i would not have made it. thank god!
1245 am - got to nunawading train station anddd drove home
1 am - got home made toast and watched tv
2 am - finally fell asleep feeling like crap
and yeaaa woke up this morning at 10 still feeling like crap.... i think i may be sick. :(
so today my plan is to lie in bed the whole day and do absolutely NOTHING cuz i have NOTHING to do for the next month. i will be starting my exercise routine on monday... hopefully... if i can be bothered.. hahahah
sleeping time now.
write la'er
mwah!
lovemuch,
jo
Friday, June 15, 2007
freakinthefuckout
EXAM TODAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k i am trying not to freak out but i have an exam today of which i know NOTHING for.
well okay la i know some stuff but not enough to do well i think.... i am calming myself down by telling myself its all gonna be common sense.... so just be calm and think commonsensely.
that didnt make sense but whatever.
THEN.... after my exam i have to rush straight to work (so sorry Joel & Larnee) cuz my manager called me yesterday and was like... "Please work, we need cashiers and nobody else can do it but you" or something along those lines.... so i had to say yes cuz like i AM the only cashier that knows what she's doing now... since the other 2 left. :(
THEN after work... i think i'll be going to Caryn's area for a house party although that might change since i might be wayyy too tired to party after that.
anyway, tmrw we (caryn&me) will be going to see a couple of houses...well if i dont stay over then i'll just be seeing one but she'll take photos to show me. :D
yea... so i need to start gettin ready for uni now... nice hot shower will be good to fight the fuckin cold 5 degrees that it is outside... then i need to figure out what i'm gonna wear to keep me from dying of pneumonia. -_-
LOVEEEEEEEE.
jo
k i am trying not to freak out but i have an exam today of which i know NOTHING for.
well okay la i know some stuff but not enough to do well i think.... i am calming myself down by telling myself its all gonna be common sense.... so just be calm and think commonsensely.
that didnt make sense but whatever.
THEN.... after my exam i have to rush straight to work (so sorry Joel & Larnee) cuz my manager called me yesterday and was like... "Please work, we need cashiers and nobody else can do it but you" or something along those lines.... so i had to say yes cuz like i AM the only cashier that knows what she's doing now... since the other 2 left. :(
THEN after work... i think i'll be going to Caryn's area for a house party although that might change since i might be wayyy too tired to party after that.
anyway, tmrw we (caryn&me) will be going to see a couple of houses...well if i dont stay over then i'll just be seeing one but she'll take photos to show me. :D
yea... so i need to start gettin ready for uni now... nice hot shower will be good to fight the fuckin cold 5 degrees that it is outside... then i need to figure out what i'm gonna wear to keep me from dying of pneumonia. -_-
LOVEEEEEEEE.
jo
Thursday, June 14, 2007
eskimo babies
a thing of beauty.
this morning i awoke at about 730 freezing my ass off.
stumbling around in the semidarkness for my heater remote control i switch it on.
impatiently waiting for the sweet warm air to come rushing through down to my face.
it reaches me.
i sleep again.
mum pounds on my door, "JOANNA! we're going now! come say bye to Judy!"
so i gingerly get out of bed and open my door...
to be greeted with a rush of cold air as my lovely warmth escaped to fight with his enemy.
i go downstairs to say goodbye and then mum tells me, "Oh, dia dalam kereta."
grrrrrrrr
-_-
she hands me her jacket which i put on over my shorts and tshirt
perfect winters day outfit.
i open to door to say goodbye to the grandmother "inlaw"
when i close the door my fingers feel numb from the ice that grew over the car windows through the night.
i go back inside wanting so desperately to kiss my mother goodbye so i can go to sleep again.
then she tells me...
"Oh by the way, your present is here."
my ears perk up, my eyes suddenly wide, my need to sleep vanished like the similiar need to pee.
i run to the kitchen counter where all good things seem to happen for me.
there it was, my new baby.
sealed in a horrible brown box but it didnt matter to me because i knew that inside was truly...
a thing of beauty.
as i tore the box open, there it lay in all its red sexy glory.
my Sefexy.
i carefully took her out of her nest and lay her in the palm of my hand, she looked like home there.
all the product of nature that came with her, i took off so lovingly and carefully, like a mother bathes her new born baby.
i rushed upstairs to show her where she would be living from now on.
i think she liked me too much to say anything about the mess.
i lay her down on the bed next to me and said, "I'll play with you when i wake up... i'm tired now"
so away i went, into my dream filled sleep...
dreams of my new baby
my thing of beauty
my iPod.
hahahahah yes i love my ipod so much i decided to write a mini drama.
LOVE IT!!!!!
xoxoxox,
jo
stumbling around in the semidarkness for my heater remote control i switch it on.
impatiently waiting for the sweet warm air to come rushing through down to my face.
it reaches me.
i sleep again.
mum pounds on my door, "JOANNA! we're going now! come say bye to Judy!"
so i gingerly get out of bed and open my door...
to be greeted with a rush of cold air as my lovely warmth escaped to fight with his enemy.
i go downstairs to say goodbye and then mum tells me, "Oh, dia dalam kereta."
grrrrrrrr
-_-
she hands me her jacket which i put on over my shorts and tshirt
perfect winters day outfit.
i open to door to say goodbye to the grandmother "inlaw"
when i close the door my fingers feel numb from the ice that grew over the car windows through the night.
i go back inside wanting so desperately to kiss my mother goodbye so i can go to sleep again.
then she tells me...
"Oh by the way, your present is here."
my ears perk up, my eyes suddenly wide, my need to sleep vanished like the similiar need to pee.
i run to the kitchen counter where all good things seem to happen for me.
there it was, my new baby.
sealed in a horrible brown box but it didnt matter to me because i knew that inside was truly...
a thing of beauty.
as i tore the box open, there it lay in all its red sexy glory.
my Sefexy.
i carefully took her out of her nest and lay her in the palm of my hand, she looked like home there.
all the product of nature that came with her, i took off so lovingly and carefully, like a mother bathes her new born baby.
i rushed upstairs to show her where she would be living from now on.
i think she liked me too much to say anything about the mess.
i lay her down on the bed next to me and said, "I'll play with you when i wake up... i'm tired now"
so away i went, into my dream filled sleep...
dreams of my new baby
my thing of beauty
my iPod.
hahahahah yes i love my ipod so much i decided to write a mini drama.
LOVE IT!!!!!
xoxoxox,
jo
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
birthday my birthday
hey lovelies,
well... yesterday i turned 22.
OLD DECREPIT HAG!
yes la yes... whatever. -_-
anyway... it was a nice quiet one at my house. Caryn & Krista came over to make me a cake.. twas good. :D mum made lunch and it was yummy... (which reminds me how hungry i am) and my whole family came over for lunch/dinner.
it was really nice having my friends over as well as my family... thats really all i need right now i guess.
We'll be heading out this saturday to get a tad wasted so whoever wants to join me please do. anyhoo... here is a lil vlog (where i look quite fat but meh whatever) and then piccies for ya'll.
http://s64.photobucket.com/albums/h198/starfloss/?action=view¤t=MOV02771.flv
i dunno why my vid is not wanting to show here so follow the link like dorothy k?
PICTURES!
.brownsocks.bluesocks.feet.
the almighty chocolate fudge cake
well... yesterday i turned 22.
OLD DECREPIT HAG!
yes la yes... whatever. -_-
anyway... it was a nice quiet one at my house. Caryn & Krista came over to make me a cake.. twas good. :D mum made lunch and it was yummy... (which reminds me how hungry i am) and my whole family came over for lunch/dinner.
it was really nice having my friends over as well as my family... thats really all i need right now i guess.
We'll be heading out this saturday to get a tad wasted so whoever wants to join me please do. anyhoo... here is a lil vlog (where i look quite fat but meh whatever) and then piccies for ya'll.
http://s64.photobucket.com/albums/h198/starfloss/?action=view¤t=MOV02771.flv
i dunno why my vid is not wanting to show here so follow the link like dorothy k?
PICTURES!
clearly so happy bout turning 22
birthday card from my lil cousins
caryn&i
misskris&i
caryn me and krista - love them heaps!
.brownsocks.bluesocks.feet.the almighty chocolate fudge cake nearly everyone and the desserts!
this pic embodies me - alcohol.chocolate.flirt.
LOL!
love much,
jo
Monday, June 11, 2007
happy "21st" to me!
yes la yes i'm in denial... so sue me!!!!
pffftttt.....
today i'm having a lunch thingy with the family. Caryn & Krista are being such darls and they're gonna come over and bake me a cake! hahahah lets hope it turns out good.
anyway... i will update tmrw on the happenings of today.
once again yo, happy 21st to me! woohooo!!!
hahahahhaha
love much,
jo
pffftttt.....
today i'm having a lunch thingy with the family. Caryn & Krista are being such darls and they're gonna come over and bake me a cake! hahahah lets hope it turns out good.
anyway... i will update tmrw on the happenings of today.
once again yo, happy 21st to me! woohooo!!!
hahahahhaha
iwillnevergrowup
love much,
jo
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Sheyna dearest... (WARNING: Corny content ahead.)
Today is my cousin, Sheyna's, 22nd birthday.
We were born 4 days apart 22 years ago. Fate brought us together before we were born. We were meant to come into the world as close together as we could.
We spent our whole childhood together. All our birthday parties were celebrated together and we blew out our candles and made our wishes at the same time. We played childhood games and imagined our future together.
*hahaha! love this shot*
We never fought as children. Never. When we did fight, it would last a whole 10 minutes and then we would run into each others arms crying, "Let's never fight again!"
We grew into two very different people but we never let our different paths we chose lead us away from each other.
We have fought since growing up but our fights always ended the same way they did when we were kids, in tears and promises to never fight again.
Our secrets were shared with each other.
Every story was told to each other.
Every dream dreamt together.
I could not imagine my life without her in it. She is so special to me and I love her as much as I did when I was growing up with her by my side. I love her even more for the person she has become and I will always love her no matter what. We may be cousins by name but you will always be a sister to me.
Distance may be between us but I have never let that come between the bond we have in our hearts.
*linked together in life*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Love you all,
jo
p.s. sorry la its so corny but she's worth it. *mwah*
We were born 4 days apart 22 years ago. Fate brought us together before we were born. We were meant to come into the world as close together as we could.
We spent our whole childhood together. All our birthday parties were celebrated together and we blew out our candles and made our wishes at the same time. We played childhood games and imagined our future together.
*hahaha! love this shot*
We never fought as children. Never. When we did fight, it would last a whole 10 minutes and then we would run into each others arms crying, "Let's never fight again!"
We grew into two very different people but we never let our different paths we chose lead us away from each other.
We have fought since growing up but our fights always ended the same way they did when we were kids, in tears and promises to never fight again.
Our secrets were shared with each other.
Every story was told to each other.
Every dream dreamt together.
I could not imagine my life without her in it. She is so special to me and I love her as much as I did when I was growing up with her by my side. I love her even more for the person she has become and I will always love her no matter what. We may be cousins by name but you will always be a sister to me.
Distance may be between us but I have never let that come between the bond we have in our hearts.
*linked together in life*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Love you all,
jo
p.s. sorry la its so corny but she's worth it. *mwah*
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
i look like shit... so sue me.
i cut my fringe when i got out of the shower today....
BIG MISTAKE!
......
...
ok la i dont look that bad...
here's a nicer one...
*grins*
but yea anyway, today has been the most unproductive day ever! i really should start studying for my assignment next week but i so cannot be fucked.
it's just too many words... too many questions... too much of information that i know is gonna leave my head once i put it in there.... garrr!
i could be going to Haddon's with Caryn, Krista and Dee tonight but really its too far for me to go now and then try and get back home in time for Heroes. Plus i have to ask my mum to pick me up from the train station and she sooooo wont cuz House is on at that time as well... so I guess i'll just have to meet my babes some other time. SOON!
cuz Krista, the dear Canadian miss i only got to know this year is leaving us all in 3 weeks.
*sobs my lil dodo heart out*
which reminds me, i have to start designing a shirt for her. bunnylab style!
speaking of bunnylab... it is in the progress but we're just waiting for the holidays to come so we can really focus on gettin the printers and all that shit done.
OH! And if everything goes well, i'm plannin on moving out with Caryn soon. Hopefully by next month or latest a couple of months la. If the price is right, i'll be out of here!!! WOOHOO!!!
i'm lazy to blog more now so later!
love much,
jo
BIG MISTAKE!
......
...
ok la i dont look that bad...
here's a nicer one...
*grins*
but yea anyway, today has been the most unproductive day ever! i really should start studying for my assignment next week but i so cannot be fucked.
it's just too many words... too many questions... too much of information that i know is gonna leave my head once i put it in there.... garrr!
i could be going to Haddon's with Caryn, Krista and Dee tonight but really its too far for me to go now and then try and get back home in time for Heroes. Plus i have to ask my mum to pick me up from the train station and she sooooo wont cuz House is on at that time as well... so I guess i'll just have to meet my babes some other time. SOON!
cuz Krista, the dear Canadian miss i only got to know this year is leaving us all in 3 weeks.
*sobs my lil dodo heart out*
which reminds me, i have to start designing a shirt for her. bunnylab style!
speaking of bunnylab... it is in the progress but we're just waiting for the holidays to come so we can really focus on gettin the printers and all that shit done.
OH! And if everything goes well, i'm plannin on moving out with Caryn soon. Hopefully by next month or latest a couple of months la. If the price is right, i'll be out of here!!! WOOHOO!!!
i'm lazy to blog more now so later!
love much,
jo
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
girls w boyfriends
hello darlings,
lol i was having an interesting conversation w my dear friend Caryn the other day... she blogged about it and now i'm stealing her blog to put in my blog cuz i'm too lazy to blog about it.
makes sense?
"Gals with BOYFRIENDS
hello people (or to the gals who just feel threatened). below, will be a conversation i had with none other than my oh so dear friend JOANNA! this conversation is a result of how i am sorta restricted of meeting up with my guy friends with galfrens. so here goes:
dodo says:girls these days are just too insecure
caryn says:they need confidence like we do and trust in their bfs :p
dodo says:its like... omfg! my boyfriend actually have friends that are females!
dodo says:OBVIOUSLY they will try to seduce him
dodo says:cuz they are so attracted to my boy in that way
dodo says:and they are obviously such sluts they sooo dont care if he has a gf i.e. me!!!
caryn says:what a great representation
dodo says:can u like so imagine my face while makin that representation
dodo says:and my hand movements
dodo says:hahahahlol.
some gals can just hate us even more. then again, that was the truth, and i don't care. i'm just meaaannn. "
lol... clearly i am dodo.
okay i've got a pounding headache which i want to be better by tonight so i can grab a couple of drinks w caryn. i'm gonna go sleep nowww....
love ya!
jo
lol i was having an interesting conversation w my dear friend Caryn the other day... she blogged about it and now i'm stealing her blog to put in my blog cuz i'm too lazy to blog about it.
makes sense?
"Gals with BOYFRIENDS
hello people (or to the gals who just feel threatened). below, will be a conversation i had with none other than my oh so dear friend JOANNA! this conversation is a result of how i am sorta restricted of meeting up with my guy friends with galfrens. so here goes:
dodo says:girls these days are just too insecure
caryn says:they need confidence like we do and trust in their bfs :p
dodo says:its like... omfg! my boyfriend actually have friends that are females!
dodo says:OBVIOUSLY they will try to seduce him
dodo says:cuz they are so attracted to my boy in that way
dodo says:and they are obviously such sluts they sooo dont care if he has a gf i.e. me!!!
caryn says:what a great representation
dodo says:can u like so imagine my face while makin that representation
dodo says:and my hand movements
dodo says:hahahahlol.
some gals can just hate us even more. then again, that was the truth, and i don't care. i'm just meaaannn. "
lol... clearly i am dodo.
okay i've got a pounding headache which i want to be better by tonight so i can grab a couple of drinks w caryn. i'm gonna go sleep nowww....
love ya!
jo
Monday, June 04, 2007
quick updates
hello darlings,
so sorry i havent been blogging for over a month... oops! anyway... heres a quick list of everything i can remember that has happened over the past may. :D
- i just finished my last assignment on friday so i'm gonna hand it in after this
- jordan officially hates me and is never gonna talk to me for the rest of his life
- i bought a new dress and a my lil pony t-shirt!!!!
- i went for a job interview at pancake parlour and got rejected... and i'm now waiting for rejection from Foodworks (supermarket)
- i finally saw caryn on saturday after 2 long weeks of not seeing her
and... i cant remember the rest. lol
anyway... last wednesday i traipsed over to uni for a so called study session w nick, giulia and devlin. BUT! nick was the only one that turned up... so... we attempted to study for our exam in the library (the study room where only smart Law students go) and after 20 mins decided we're too stupid for this room so we left.
oh oh! before we went to the study room, we terrorised an empty lecture hall. it was soooo funny! there was a projecter and microphones and so many things that we violated it was awesomE! i will put photos up of us once i can be bothered. We had our faces up on the big screen that is only used for notess.... we were saying things like, "testing testing 1 2 penis" and "nicholas is homosexual like randal" into the mic. it was so much fun. i wanna do it again! but i think its one of those once off things that is only fun once then it becomes stupid after that. lol
*breather*
my room is a mess again after me cleaning it just 2 weeks ago. its back to the state it was before. AND I DONT KNOW HOW!!!!
*2 hour break*
okay i just got back from uni and i submitted my LAST ASSIGNMENT THIS SEMESTER!!! fuckin freedom awaits me! woohooooo!!!!
/jumps around in circles messing up room further than it already is
anyway... i was thinking about cutting my hair again although i know my grandmother will kill me if i do... cuz she thinks long hair makes the guys go gaga but whatever long hair is way too much effort for me to keep bothering with it. so tell me... should i or should i not go under the chop?
tell me tell me!!!!
k la obviously the short hair photo is kinda stupid cuz i just tucked my hair into my shirt but just use ur imagination k? :P
*breathe*
oh lots of people have been saying shit about me and its really annoying cuz i cant confront them about it cuz i'm not supposed to tell them that i know cuz then the person who told me will get in trouble. its all one giant web of lies and it shits me to tears.
GARRR!!!!
anyhoo... i think i'm gonna attempt to clean my room again.... lets see how long it will take to get it messy. i bet 2 weeks... any takers? hahahah
love you all!
jo
p.s. i think the trip to KL in october is gonna happen cuz i've been talking to my dad and he said look up the airfares online. so hopefully yea! if i can save enough i'll be paying for my own flight to perth and to KL from perth then he can buy me a return ticket from KL to melbourne so i have NO choice but to keep going back!!! muahahahhahahahahaha!!!!!!
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